Sunday, August 31, 2014

Heartbroken


I am going at it again. Being in a heartbroken state, i am going through depression. I am fighting it but for how long will i survive? I wish i never met her if in the end, she will hurt me. I feel stupid and ashamed of that. I carried the burden of her lie all along and that is the price of being a good man and trying to instill a never say die attitude. 

Maybe i am cursed in lovelife. Long ago, i accepted that curse because i never win in tht field. When will i find the woman i want to be with in the future. I am the man known to be forgotten by my lovers and being left out. Which i want to erase but still i can't make it on my own terms. How can i be able to see that girl i need in life?

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