When you give too much attention, she will push you back. If you totally ignore her, she will come back, saying sorry. She never gave me the best time but a harder one, citing my softness to create this stupidity of playing my feelings. Not being a Hypocrite, I still have feelings for her but limiting it, because she might repeat it again.
It's annoying that she is like that and still can't get what she did. I realized my own mistake and that is being too undecisive because people push me so much that I tend to crumble too often that I failed to live up to the expectations.
My failures I can't reverse that faster is the reason I am still soft. People will just notice I am too soft but it doesn't mean I cannot be strong in the future. Maybe, this is still my training ground although I want to graduate from it as soon as possible to practice more of an adult than a child. I just want to deny that Destiny is making a play out of it since it is very playful and i hate jokes too often that it annoys me more than to be thrilled.
Here's the case. All of my ex-girlfriends never mailed me or only one of them rarely makes those hello but my recent ex would change mind too often. I don't really know why even if I want to move on completely.
