I hope my little angel sees my new found power

There are times I don't want to shed tears or to remember what happened on that fateful year but there are times as well it lures me back into oblivion for a day. Guess it.

Yes, my little angel.

I am improving my life and I am more careful. Yet, behind my smile and obvious hardworking mentality, there exists a whole deep in my heart no one can fix nor permanently cover, only true love can cover it 99%. Whenever I try to enter/desire a relationship, I hope that the girl I would meet would understand what I gone through and love me regardless of my obvious past. Love is not an easy thing when you came out of a bad dream.

I am falling in love with someone but I don't want to make mistakes nor enter a dangerous relationship because even if I take responsibility, the girl may break my heart again. The more I don't want to enter a relationship or simply go away from those women, the more I just want to be alone, remembering my little angel. The only time I can shed tears and to think more if I am really worth for someone.

Yet as I remember him, I am also starting to find my inner powers. It's incomplete yet but I know to inspire others no matter how hard life is, there's second chance for us. We are humans, we may commit mistakes but because of that, we learn and grow. We change for the better. That's evolution! The more I discover this power, the more I can make people happy and it could be the reason I am living my life to the fullest now.

Power

Have to use one description of boundless power one possess. Anyways, through all my political views, how would you use boundless power?

My answer is a bit vague. Because i will spend that "power" in a lot of ways. Maybe, i would start from a simple forcing a thing like how i wanted it to be manipulated but of course, for the good of all. I won't even want something bad happen to everyone, even to my enemies because one bad thing cannot outdone. I could also point out one thing as well, like how i want to destroy every corruption in the system. It's hard but when i grab those immense power, i will do it for the people's resurgence.

If it is for the world, i may opt as well to conquer the world and wipe out any opposition. I won't regret if there would be a special mission to outdone myself by having a self-coup and someone would kill me to make sure the world has seen an end to dictatorship and selfish people but at the same time, my death would make people think about much worse things that to start a conflict or people's selfishness.

Well, power is used for either good and bad but, God gave us that power to decide our future and make the best of our lives. Remember that as well.

Dva Ruski naučnik za svet

This would excite me because i am a fan of renewable energy. Two Russian scientists who are Leonid and Sergej Pljehanov are making these innovations from researching and analyzing the patents and diaries of the greatest Serbian scientist Nikola Tesla to create the TransContinental wireless energy transmission. It was the most ambitious plan by the late Tesla but was stopped by filthy American businessman who wants the poor to pay the price for high priced,  low efficient coal and Saudi oil as we know today.

he Plekhanov brothers are raising money through IndieGogo kickstarter. The campaign will last until July 25. So far the project has managed to collect only 2 percent of the desired sum. According to the authors of the project, as of today all human civilization’s electric energy needs could be covered with a single installation of solar panel measured approximately 316 by 316 kilometers (100,000 square kilometers altogether) positioned in a desert somewhere near the equator. The final barrier would be the actual distribution through losing energy via distance.

“We’ve conducted the fundamental research studies, implemented the computational models and designed all the parts of the experiment. We will be able to perform energy transmission and measure the results. Will it be ‘global’ as Tesla suggested? Based on the research that we've already done – we believe it will be, and we going to prove it experimentally,” the scientists wrote.

Another dream that maybe stopped by oil and power hungry people if we ignore their plans to destroy the dreams of a scientist that just want his inventions to be felt by the people for the next generations.