Rewinding 2015 before the New year

2015 is one hell of a year for me. It's one of the worst parts in my life but after the storms I encountered, the better came. It's a part in my life where there is a deep scar but on the long run, I will recover. It's also sad to mention I still miss my baby, now in heaven and will try to be a better person by 2016. God gives us something to fight for. Fight for our work, faith and our standing to other people.

I will not make my article too long because I am in a hurry going to my best friend. I want to thank everyone that helped me all the way to regain my lost passion to become a better person and thank God that one of my prayers had been granted.

This is my last post for this year and I will resume posting anytime this coming 2016.

Signing out.
Lazar +++

Holy Communion is important

Ever since my conversion to Orthodox Christianity, I am striving harder to become a better person in and out of my church life. I have a long way to go but because of my will to repent for my sins that I commit everyday, I will never turn away the grace of Confession and Holy Eucharist.

The Eucharist is at the center of Orthodox Christianity. In practice, it is the partaking of the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ in the midst of the Divine Liturgy with the rest of the church. The bread and wine are believed to become the genuine Body and Blood of the Christ Jesus through the operation of the Holy Spirit. Communion is given only to baptized and chrismated Orthodox Christians who have prepared by fasting, prayer and confession. The priest will administer the gifts with a spoon, called a "cochlear", directly into the recipient's mouth from the chalice. From baptism young infants and children are carried to the chalice to receive holy communion. Because of the Orthodox understanding of mankind's fallen nature in general those who wish to commune prepare themselves in a way that reflects mankind in paradise. First, they prepare by having their confession heard and the prayer of repentance read over them by a priest. They will increase their prayer rule, adding the prescribed prayers in preparation for communing. Finally, they will fast completely from food and drink from the evening of the previous day (usually sunset on Saturday if communing on Sunday). The Orthodox Church uses leavened bread for, according to the Gospel of Saint John, Last Supper and Passion, took place during the evening, night and day time of Passover Day, therefore leavened bread was eaten in Last Supper. According to the synoptic Gospels, last Supper, Lord's trial and crucifixion took place during next day, the first Day of Unleavened Bread feast, but according to Lev 23:7, any work on that Day was forbidden. Clearly, the synoptic Gospels are in error on the day of Last Supper and Passion.

Of course, our sincere repentance is needed when making a confession. Partaking always with the Eucharists are truly important and means your heart is with God and not just on the earthly church.  I am starting to know why the breaking of the bread and preparation of the wine becomes the body and blood of Christ. That's why I am following the directions told to be me by the priest on how confession and communion will happen and since I have difficulties with Japanese, I write it my sins of the week on a paper. And I can serve on the altar.

When God's grace is showing unto you, grab in and don't delay it. What God gives us is the loop whole of salvation we are given through the church and it is what we truly need: Partaking with the laypeople and all the saints as the Holy Spirit is blessing the holy gifts.

Je Suis Srbija

For more than 5 years, my sympathy to Serbia/Srbija is intact and never withered whether I was with my family or even when I have the freedom all in my hands. It's safe to say the Serbs got challenged a lot this time around. Having nothing but faith and resiliency, I know they can regain Kosovo, economic power and regional prestige once their own freedom from Western backed politicians and internal problems will be gone.

I fell in love with this country in search of my self too. I took the name Lazar as my baptismal name in honor of the saint-prince of Serbia, Saint Prince Lazar Hrebeljanović. I currently own a Serbian flag and I am proud of it. It just shows how Serbia still has friends besides the Russians and other foreigners from other countries. I am not Serbian, I am Filipino-Japanese but my blog is also for the revival of the Serbian nation as a whole.

I saw the Serbs' resiliency starting from their foundation as Serbs, resisting Catholicism thanks to St. Sava, the expansion under Emperor Dušan the mighty, the sacrifice of Prince Lazar in Kosovo, the Turkish domination and migration to other lands, two World Wars where Serbs lost their lives, the communist rule, the Yugoslav wars and the continuing resistance to Westernization and finding Russia as a big brother.

With all said, I know that Serbia can become a regional power once it becomes independent again and retakes Kosovo. It's God's will to test the Serbs as a nation and their undying faith to God and the Orthodox Church, which Serbs are continuing to adhere despite waves of persecution.

Credible Media I listen to

The only media I listen on the internet for the real news and what's going on inside and outside not just in America or Europe but every part of the world. Why I prefer to watch/listen to the said media outlets? Simple:

• They mention the truth.
• No lies or bias mention.
• They are independent of their preferred politicians/sides.

 Who are those I prefer to listen to:

• RT or Russia Today(media)
• Info Wars hosted by Alex Jones
• Savage Nation hosted by Michael Savage

One of the things that strike me while listening these shows/media is that they never mention lies or the bias their bosses tell them. It's independent media at its finest. RT(Especially Anissa Naouai's "In The Now") doesn't just point criticisms from Russia but all the world. Savage Nation and InfoWars exposes the scum that is happening in America and in the world because of liberalism, sodomy, Sunni Takfiris funded by Barack Hussein Obama.

I started listening to the Savage Nation because of their coverage of Milosrdni Anđeo or the merciless bombing of Srbija back in 1999 by the NATO thugs. RT since 2013 and how they mention what CNN can't. And Info Wars just this 2015. This is just how the truth is being mention without any biases or dirty tricks like CNN. See?!!??

The Filipino pesudo-nationalist page

Juan Nationalist, the pseudo-nationalistic Filipino page in Facebook. How I made this statement? The bashing I got a few weeks ago and their war-rhetoric statements with China. First and foremost, war with China is inevitable not because we will retake those islands that is in Filipino territory but Barack Hussein Obama's aggressive policies that will destroy not just both countries but America as we know it.

Before that, was the bashing I got. Being called a Russophile, pro-Putin(which I am certainly not, just agreeing on Syria), pro-China, pro-communist and leftist is so effed up! I made a comment beware of Hussein Obama and the globalists because they will give you aid but will make the interest higher until the Philippine debt will grow pointlessly. That said, I am a Serbophile, Putin-critic(because of his cult of personality), anti-commies, anti-China and anti-communist. But of course, Obama is a communist himself and a promoter of sodomy, which members of the page bashed me as a homophobic.

They say they love the Philippines and hates leftists but they themselves are liberals. I saw a comment that I am conspiracy theorist but it's not a conspiracy theorist. I know, it's a public law that Obama will dupe every ally on it's sphere of influence. That includes Japan, South Korea, Philippines and the EU. Shame on the pseudo-nationalists and they don't care if the Philippines becomes a slave to Obama's America. They care of retaking the islands even if it means my homeland will start a disastrous war it will never recover.

I am sorry to say this but they are the Filipino neo-conservatives or neocons that pretend to be conservative but would side with leftist liberals and promoters of sodom and slavery.

It's not that I hope to see the Philippines align itself with Russia but we can have an independent foreign policy and a much better economy with the Russians as a close ally. What those bashers told me, Russia is decaying and has outdated military but in fact, Russia has stockpiles of nuclear weapons, disciplined soldiers, Orthodox Christian faith and reviving economy unlike in America where Obama, John Kerry, Hillary Clinton, the Democratic Party and neo-cons destroy America from the inside and tries to spread forced democracy to all the world.

To those members of that page, stop promoting war even on Facebook just because the Philippines is an American puppet but don't let our country become rubble with America and China taking it all!

The Philippines must shift to RUSSIA

As oil prices go down and the Turkish traitors trying to spark a war, Obama tries as well to save face but can't. That can leave the Philippines hanging, unless they can shift their economic trade mostly to Russia. Why I made this article? Simple. It is to inform left-wing Filipinos and pretending-to-be-nationalists that trading with Russia can gain more for the Philippines since Russia is just on the northern side of the map and it will not cost the Philippines more money unlike going to America or to EU member states. Here's why:

• Russia is just near Japan, Korea and China, so trade routes will be easy.
• Russia doesn't impose harsh taxes unlike capitalists from America and EU.
• The Philippines can import cheaper oil from Russia far from Arab states that overprice oil per barrel.
• The Philippines can regain it's position as a regional power slowly but surely.
• The Filipino can learn a lot from the Russian economists and culture.

 There's more to that but that is when a pro-Russian president will be installed no matter what. Let's not close the doors on Russia because of the corporates' control. I will not trust Americans I mean Obama until when Donald Trump corrects everything and makes sure the Philippines will not be a buffer state only.

Trump and Putin, the Unlikely Alliance?

Vladimir Putin's approval rate goes up. Donald Trump's approval rating goes up too. Despite being on the opposite sides of the Atlantic, they seem to have a mutual understanding of what's happening. Trump supported Putin's actions in the Middle East while Putin applauds Trump's charisma and plans. It seems to me that they can agree on the Middle East and even if they love power, they sure can make the best out of their political agendas unlike Barack Hussein Obama that sacrifices his own country to topple secular dictators in favor of Sunni Takfiris and the dreaded ISIS or DAESH.

“He is a very flamboyant man, very talented, no doubt about that... He is the absolute leader of the presidential race, as we see it today. He says that he wants to move to another level of relations, to a deeper level of relations with Russia. How can we not welcome that? Of course we welcome it,” Putin said during his traditional end-of-year Q&A session with journalists.

Republican presidential hopeful Donald Trump responded to Vladimir Putin’s comment, in which the Russian president called Trump “the absolute front-runner,” stating that it was a “great honor” to receive praise from a “highly respected” leader like Putin.

“It is always a great honor to be so nicely complimented by a man so highly respected within his own country and beyond,” Trump said at a rally in Columbus, Ohio.

Trump, like Putin is against the globalist scum too and wants to revive the United States by temporarily banning Muslims entering America, which is not a bad thing because it is just temporary until he figures out why America is being attacked. Putin on the other hand stops Obama's plans in the Middle East because if Bashar Al-Assad gets toppled by both the Fake Syrian Army and ISIS, the oil prices will be in favor of the EU thugs and Barack Hussein Obama and not either Russians or Americans but also the whole world.

Trump needs to win and he and Putin needs to have a Russian-American alliance to combat the true enemy of our time.

Info Wars: Why Russian Propaganda tells the truth

The debate is on. After what happened to me last week, I guess most Filipino people seeing news on CNN is crap for me. I made a comment about on how Hussein Obama duped the whole Filipino people just to counter China's evil doings on the Spratlys and how that dumbo is using its allies for his own interests...

What happened to me? Got bashed by Filipinos as a conspiracy theorist and a Russophile. But conspircy theorist? It's not me. I am just saying the truth since CNN will never publish the truth. Speaking of media wars, how many times did CNN tried to discredit RT a lot of times but when Christiane Amanpour is there, she gets owned when she tried to discredit RT's Anissa Naouai or asking Sergei Markov on how Russians can overthrow Vladimir Putin but gets owned on both times.

Let's know facts and lies:

CNN:

1. Lies
2. Propaganda machine of the Democratic Party(USA)
3. Pro-Sunni Muslim extremists
4. Anti-Christian
5. Politically Correct
6. No criticism of Barack Hussein Obama
7. Trying to discredit RT anchors

RT:

1. Truth
2. Not even supporting Vladimir Putin's United Russia
3. Independent
4. No political correctness
5. Criticism of everyone

RT faced desertion through Abby Martin but the brutal of them all, Liz Wahl's publicity stunt as she tries to tell everyone RT is just a propaganda machine but what happens when RT searched that Wahl pre-planned it?

How about Amanpour's work in the former Yugoslavia to tell Bill Clinton and encourage NATO to bomb a tiny Christian nation fighting terrorists and the news shows the Albanian"freedom fighters" being killed by the JNA?

Or Russian special forces stormed terrorists during the Beslan hostage crisis but called as terrorists by CNN to disrespect Russian terror victims. Let's mention the downed Russian passenger planes and the Russian fighter jet that was shot by Turkish jets and one of the pilots got killed as he parachutes yet Western media only pointed out Turkey's self-defense.

See?!!

Toma: "Kosovo for EU, NO!"

One of the things Srpski Predesednik Tomislav Nikolić said about EU for Kosovo is clear. He is not in favor now of EU ascension for Kosovo recognition. He said:

"If joining EU is conditioned by Serbia's recognition of Kosovo, we will never do it."

He mentioned these strong words despite the mounting pressure by the EU politically correct politicians and Toma's own ally, Superman(Aleksandar Vučić) to speed up EU recognition. This means power struggle in Srbija, that has been on a roller coaster ride because of the Serbs themselves will do anything not to give up Kosovo or even by force to retake it.

This just means Toma is still dedicated for Serbia's well being. I saw a lot of criticisms on him on the internet and I am myself but what I told before about him, give him a chance since he has nationalism left on him. He is unlike most in the Progressive Party that wants EU recognition. Trust me on this one.

The Jesus Prayer/Isusova Molitva

The Jesus prayer or Isusova Molitva is one of the most effective ways to sincerely let God know what your heart feels. Once you get used to praying it every night, you will never cease praying it. It's one of the basic prayers in every Orthodox Christians and also, what we, Christians should do because we sin often whether intentionally and unintentionally.

Prayer is an effective weapon against Satan's trap and the Jesus prayer is just one of the basic prayers that we, humans need since it is taught by the apostles to the current priests we have. We shall not take this basic prayer for granted because all our lives, God is with us and never gives us a challenge we will never survive. Of course we will be challenged in every aspects!

We, sinners everyday but once we find the courage to utter this not just by the mind but by the heart, we will never lose faith to God.

Can't we just Retake Kosovo by Any Means?

Just read something in B92 Engleski that the Albanian media in Kosovo mentioned the Serbs staging the attack against themselves" and about "Serbian security structures being behind it." Wait? Is this true? Of course it's a made up stories by the Albanian colonialists in Kosovo but the reason is to discredit the Serbs.

He added that representatives of Serbia, on the occasion of the attacks in Goraždevac - that targeted private homes, cars, and a memorial dedicated to murdered children and NATO victims - spoke "with all relevant international officials."

"I think the international community has called for an urgent investigation. However, Serbs in Kosovo and Metohija no longer trust local institutions and expect KFOR, the international community, international organizations that are present there, to provide them with security," Đurić said.

Asked how the opening of chapters in the process of Serbia's EU accession would "impact on the situation in Kosovo" Đurić said that "a strong Serbia suits Serbs in Kosovo."

I hope those in position especially the stupid Aleksandar Vučić who wants EU for Serbia will wake up that talking with the snakes in Priština is just making the politically correct politicians in Beograd look stupid. The topic here is your own Southern province that was taken away by brainwashed mafia and we are just letting them take away everything. Why not we retake it by force? Serbia has a good army and they have Russia to make it happen so why the waiting for so long?

Filipinos must STOP supporting Obama!

Filipinos think that Barack Hussein Obama will help the Philippines in case of a war with China. For Pete's sake, stop supporting the great evil of our time! He is not here to help the Filipinos but to brainwash them more! A war in China is only inevitable once America moves in and Obama's pro-Sunni Takfiri policies will doom Mindanao, the Southern island known for rich natural resources but also neglected because of a Rothschild friendly regime seated in Malacanang!

Recently, I saw posts that Filipino netizens praised American and Japanese aid but the American one is suspicious and never gave criticism of Aquino because both Noynoy Aquino and Hussein Obama are the worst presidents of the current times! Noynoy is giving up Mindanao to Takfiris posing as separatists and islands to China while depending on crooks like Obama and the Hague tribunal to get back Spratlys but Filipinos are oblivious that the Hague tribunal is the reason why Serbia lost Kosovo to Takfiri Albanian organ thieves.

Yes! When I said Filipinos are damn oblivious, they are! It's not a joke I am saying about Hussein Obama but a dangerous position the Filipinos entered without knowing the dire consequences of supporting the great Satan of our time.

When will I celebrate Christmas?

I have work on the 25th and I am scheduled to have a day-off by the 23rd. Oh come on! I just have to schedule it by the 7th of January. It doesn't mean I am an Old Calendarist but it's just I need to celebrate Christmas inside the church without everything that is secular or profiteering from the Christmas season.

The previous Christmas were all secularized and doesn't have the essence of Christmas. Since finding out about the Orthodox Church, I desired to celebrate it by the true essence of Christmas. Christmas is about celebrating Christ's birth through the Bogorodica and not about making gifts or taking a vacation.

I am expecting a Christmas with the true essence of Christ's birth. It is because of Jesus Christ that he saved us from our sins and gave us the commandment of love, the commandment that encompasses all commandments that Moses was given.

To those who will go by the 7th of January, see you and I will be serving in the church since it is becoming my duty to God and my life did start at 23 years old. See you everyone. +++

Winter

Winter is here and I feel the cold winds from Siberia. This is my time of the year where I can play fire with fire, become better with my mind and feel the true essence of Christmas.

My first Winter was in 2011. It's been four years since then and it was a blast as if I don't want to go away from my adopted home because this is the place I want to grow old, with the woman of my dreams and retire, seeing pigeons fly, crows eat anything, people having respect and never giving up for the future.

But disappointing is not much snow here in Aichi and it's just like 5 times a year. Oh well, maybe one day, I can set my foot on Hokkaido. One day!

Betrayal Turkish Style

Turkish history anyone? Ladies and gentlemen. I want to present to everyone how Turks betrays friends and their own citizens through history. If you have some list I forgot to put here, just put it as a comment.

I want to point out a few things. Let's not be hypocrites. The downing of the Russian jet for just 17 seconds of violating Turkish airspace or should I say, moderate rebel airspace is not just the act of betrayal the Turkish nation as a whole did. There are a few instances where they actually betrayed everyone and costed the lives of innocent people. Let me proceed:

The revolt of Janissaries-Selim III, who had tried to modernize the army along Western European lines.  This modern army Selim III created was called Nizam-ı Cedid. His supporters failed to recapture power before Mustafa IV had him killed, but elevated Mahmud II to the throne in 1808. The Janissaries killed Selim III based off their own accusations that the Sultan failed respect the religion of Islam. When the Janissaries threatened to oust Mahmud II, he had the captured Mustafa executed and eventually came to a compromise with the Janissaries. Ever mindful of the Janissary threat, the sultan spent the next years discreetly securing his position. The Janissaries' abuse of power, military ineffectiveness, resistance to reform and the cost of salaries to 135,000 men, many of whom were not actually serving soldiers, had all become intolerable.

Armenian, Greek and Assyrian genocides-was the Ottoman government's systematic extermination of its minority Armenian subjects inside their historic homeland, which lies within the territory constituting the present-day Republic of Turkey. The total number of people killed as a result has been estimated at between 800,000 and 1.5 million. The starting date is conventionally held to be 24 April 1915, the day Ottoman authorities rounded up and arrested, subsequently executing, some 250 Armenian intellectuals and community leaders in Constantinople.

Greek pogrom of 1956-was organized mob attacks directed primarily at Istanbul's Greek minority on 6–7 September 1955. The riots were orchestrated by the Tactical Mobilization Group, the seat of Operation Gladio's Turkish branch; the Counter-Guerrilla, and National Security Service, the precursor of today's National Intelligence Organization. The events were triggered by the false news that the Turkish consulate in Thessaloniki, in northern Greece—the house where Mustafa Kemal Atatürk had been born in 1881—had been bombed the day before. A bomb planted by a Turkish usher at the consulate, who was later arrested and confessed, incited the events. The Turkish press, conveying the news in Turkey, was silent about the arrest and instead insinuated that Greeks had set off the bomb.

Kurdish rally explosion-Dozens of people have been killed and scores injured in two blasts at a peace rally in the Turkish capital, Ankara, officials said. According to the Turkish government, the explosions appeared to be the result of suicide bomb attacks. The death toll from the tragedy has reached 95 people, the office of Turkish Prime Minister, Ahmet Davutoglu, said. Earlier, Health Minister, Mehmet Muezzinoglu, said that at least 186 people have also been injured in the incident, with 28 of them in intensive care.

Downing of the Russian jet-A Turkish Air Force F-16 fighter jet shot down a Russian Sukhoi Su-24M bomber aircraft near the Syria–Turkey border on 24 November 2015. According to Turkey, the aircraft was fired upon while in Turkish airspace because it violated the border up to a depth of 2.19 kilometres (1.36 miles) for about 17 seconds after being warned to change its heading 10 times over a period of five minutes. The Russia Defence Ministry denied the aircraft ever left Syrian airspace, counter-claiming that their satellite data showed that the Sukhoi was about 1,000 metres (1,100 yd) inside Syrian airspace when it was shot down. The U.S. State Department said that the U.S. independently confirmed that the aircraft's flight path violated Turkish territory, and that the Turks gave multiple warnings to the pilot, to which they received no response. The Turkish government also said that it did not know the nationality of the aircraft at the time of the incident. Russian president Vladimir Putin said that the U.S. knew the flight path of the Russian jet and should have informed Turkey; two U.S. officials said that Russia did not inform the U.S. military of its jet's flight plan.

As all of you see, I relied on websites but of course whether we saw the truth or not, it's in our hands how to see the Turks as a country of traitors.

God tests us

From what I am sensing, God could be testing our faith more and more. After Turkey back stabbed Russia just days ago, it seems more people become ignorant from seeing what is happening.

Before I make my own, I want my viewers to read and understand this from the article http://www.pravoslavie.ru/english/88169.htm:

“Events will start that will culminate with us taking back Constantinople. Constantinople will be given to us. There will be war between Russia and Turkey. In the beginning the Turks will believe they are winning, but this will lead to their destruction. The Russians, eventually, will win and take over Constantinople. After that it will be ours. They will be forced to give it to us.”

The text reads further, “(The Turks) will be destroyed. They will be eradicated because they are a nation that was built without God’s blessing. One third of the Turks will go back to where they came from, the depths of Turkey. One third will be saved because they will become Christians, and the other third will be killed in this war.” This is based on the Saint Kosmas prophecy.

“Turkey will be dissected. This will be to our benefit as a nation. This way our villages will be liberated, our enslaved homelands. Constantinople will be liberated, will become Greek again. Hagia Sophia will open again,” the text reads.
“Turkey will be dissected in 3 or 4 parts. The countdown has begun. We will take the lands that belong to us, the Armenians will take theirs and the Kurds their own. The Kurdish issue is at the works,” the text continues.
Paisios wrote further: “As long as there is faith and hope in God, a lot of people will rejoice. All that will happen in these years. The time has come.”

Ok, this might scare other people who are obsessed with the ''end of times'' mentality or those who lack faith just because they don't have money or they had a part of their life something bad because of any circumstances but my message to everyone is, no matter what happens if we lose anything(loved ones or jobs), we shall never lose our faith. Losing our faith means losing everything.

People these days tend to party without ceasing or wasting their money to people they think are useful but they are being double-crossed all the time. Instead of going to confession on a regular basis, they do it when there is special occasions out of shame when saying their sins to a priest.

Why would people be ashamed of their sins? Because the priest is just human? I will say NO! The priest is God's ears and on a church, God is waiting for our heartfelt confession because he gave us the loop whole of salvation and the union with all the saints. We shall not lose our faith more and more as the news says or the temptations made by Satan against us.

Let's be brave regardless of what's happening in our current world now and enrich our faith by heart and works.

Turkey the backstabber

What Turkey did is being the backstabber that it is. Hope people are aware now that Turkey is one of the main accomplices of ISIS. It's not anymore safe we ignore the threat of a world war because we are like 90% near to it and it's an attack to Russia. 

“This incident stands out against the usual fight against terrorism. Our troops are fighting heroically against terrorists, risking their lives. But the loss we suffered today came from a stab in the back delivered by accomplices of the terrorists,” Putin said.

Russia has for a long time been aware of oil going from Syria under the control of terrorists to Turkey, Putin said. The money finances terrorist groups.

“IS has big money, hundreds of millions or even billions of dollars, from selling oil. In addition they are protected by the military of an entire nation. One can understand why they are acting so boldly and blatantly. Why they kill people in such atrocious ways. Why they commit terrorist acts across the world, including in the heart of Europe,” the Russian leader said.

About Turkey's betrayal as a strategic ally, Putin mentioned:

“We have always treated Turkey as not only a close neighbor, but also as a friendly nation,” he said. “I don’t know who has an interest in what happened today, but we certainly don’t.”

Certainly, all we can do now is to pray no war will happen because It's going to be all in one assault since Turkey has Americans, French, British, Saudi, Qatari and Islamic terrorist friends while Russia could not even be sided with China since it can betray it's ally.

It's my life and my choice

It's been a November for me. I don't intend to make others these or that. When people ask me about my choices, of course, i told them it's my choice, what I like and how God wants me to start. Yet, I have a long way to go since I am just 23. Got kicked out twice, got to live hard and pay debts as soon as possible. It's been a roller coaster 2015 for me but there is one thing I am thankful of. My conversion to Orthodoxy.

When people ask me why I converted, I reasoned out:

1. I feel Orthodox Christianity is the Christian faith I can find my inner Christian life.
2. It is more serious when it comes to faith matters.
3. I can feel how the true church is made since the apostles' times and the ensuing 7 Ecumenical councils.

 I didn't mentioned out what's with the Roman Catholic church since I feel it's unreasonable to mention it. But when people ask me about Roman rite church, all I say is it's deviating away from Christianity to liberalized reformed church and I see how it's own rules are not being practiced by their leaders.

No one forced me to do this things. I researched it myself, read books and searched for it. If dad would debate me, I won't even try to debate it since there is one Christianity and it upholds the Seven ecumenical councils that are the basis of God's faith that is passed down to the apostles and continuing to the church leaders of each independent but equal and connected Orthodox churches.

Orthodoxy is not just a word. It's a life. I may not force people but only God can make things possible through readings, history books and even your own family.

My First Experience as an altar server

First and foremost, I wished to serve in the altar when my services are needed. With that said, I just follow the people's word these and that. It went smoothly, thankfully. Waking up early and going there early is also hectic but when you think of God's power, nothing is impossible.

The funny thing on being an altar server is that I requested for an L size vestment and I almost slipped a lot of times but thankfully, I didn't fall. Next time, I will use M sized because I am getting thinner since I am on a diet regimen. Practice makes perfect though. I managed to nail almost everything except for some but I can get used to it as time passes.

It could have been God's blessing since these are the things I am expecting to contribute to the church. It's an honor as well since God sees my struggles and it's obvious no matter how many criticisms I get from my parents, who obviously vehemently oppose my conversion and to colleagues who will lay out simple yet innocent criticisms since of course, we need to tell them what it is really and it is unlike on the other side.

Hopefully, I can be a regular altar server and my faith in God is enriched through these simple but things I can participate along with other people who go to church and with all the saints, in communion with God's true church.

Better to Struggle than to be LAZY

It's a long way for me though. Have a lot of issues. But while I am doing this article, I suddenly smiled. Why? Bad things will come and much challenging things but with all those, I know I can break through everything that God gives me. It's somehow what I like to do.

It's my talent to write things about politics, my beliefs, my homeland or other countries or about my experiences with other people. Of course, we don't get medals or money for writing articles but I love this. This is where my struggles are shown whether directly or indirectly. It's more than what I can become but have to do it slowly but surely. There is no shortcuts in life of course. Life is not something we can be a winner by just winning the lottery.

Only God can judge me and he can see it through my faith, how I avoid or lessen my mistakes and he can see my motivation. That's why it's better I am going through this than to be on a home that is like a prison cell and where I can't evolve myself.

Will I become a Bachelor Forever?

The things I can be successful is my spiritual life, writing things on this blog about my crusade against political correctness, cooking dishes, learning how to earn and everything. But there is something I could end up and it is one of the things I am scared: being single forever.

The reason why I am scared is, I don't have someone to pass my genes and a partner in life I can be with. That's haunting me despite my hopes for the better future.

After being kicked out, losing my baby, being swindled and everything, I change. I did. Bad things can change a person either for good or bad. That's life. The thing is, would not expecting in return be the best way that my perfect match will come to me? I am scared these days that I don't have someone to depend and love to. It's something that kills me despite my continuing spiritual advance and my fight for the future.

Political Correctness will hurt us

Being political correct will hurt each and every government in the world. Too much progressive liberalism and hatred for conservative dictatorships will turn the world into a battlefield we can't reverse. Why can't most people view that too much liberalism will cause their governments to collapse? It's too frightening what Francois Hollande did. He not just attacked Syria but he allowed ISIS and FSA mercenaries into French territory and I am not surprised these things happened.

But I am surprised most people never knew the French government had faults for attacking the wrong country and opening it's borders to terrorists posing as refugees. Let's admit it! If we don't profile people coming to Europe from war-torn countries, we can never sort who are true refugees and true terrorists!

About those innocent lives, I stand with them. But not to their freak government that supported the wrong guys! I tell you! Hollande supported the wrong guys!

I want to ask a progressive liberal idiot about this:

What do you think supporting the moderate rebels do and bombing the territory that is being held by the Syrian Arab Army will do? Good? I will say NO! Of course No! because once you bomb a secular government and replace it with fanatical friendly government will crush world peace into world pieces! Bombing Assad's Syria is the wrong thing!

About David Cameron, he should change his mind or his country will be the next. So does Angela Merkel! But Barack Hussein Obama will continue to make sure every secular dictatorships will fall down in favor of progressive liberals or Islamic fanatical groups willing to carry his evil plans.

See the Serbs' plight first!

Before saying pray for Paris or support the French government, I wanted to say this to the whole world. Haven't you told yourself of what happened to Milica Rakić, the girl that was part of those who got killed by NATO airstrikes in the former Jugoslavija? When I heard of her name, it's normal for me since she is one of the countless victims of NATO aggression and the French were one of those that supported the American led-airstrikes that toppled the dictator Slobodan Milošević but installed pro-globalist government and doomed the Serbs with debts.

What I learned from yesterday's Paris bombings were, you support those terrorists, you will be double-crossed in the end. It's nothing though compared to the lives that were killed by cluster bombs during that faithful year, the darkest in the Orthodox Christian country that never attacked a NATO member state but attacked the Islamists in Kosovo that are funded by Osama Bin Laden, Saudi royal family and American globalists.

Still not convinced?

How about the Anti-Serbian pogroms of 2004? Or should I say the Beslan crisis in Russia in which no one in the world talked about so much because its not a progressive liberal country or an ally of America?

Unless you thought I am saying foolish and pro-Serb topics, see first history before you tackle me for my activism against political correctness.

Paris attacks an effect of the migrant crisis

A sad and a day the lives of the French people are forever affected, due to the attacks by 4 hostages on the Bataclan concert hall where there's a concert by the American rock band Eagles of Death Metal. During the ensuing hostage crisis and rescue effort by the French police, 3 of the hostages detonated their bombs killing them along with 100 others while the fourth one was killed by the police.

One of the gunmen at Bataclan reportedly shouted: "It's for Syria" and "Allahu Akbar!" meaning, “God is [the] greatest” in Arabic. “The assailants had time to reload at least three times. They were not masked, masters of themselves. They were very young," the reporter Julian Pearce said, according to the Liberation newspaper.

As soon as the situation became too out of control even after the incident, 1,500 French troops were sent to Paris alone, the biggest contingent of French soldiers brought to the capital ever since WWII.

My sincere condolences to affected Parisians and may those who involved themselves will go to hell.

It's not a surprise that those who perpetrated the attacks are Sunni Muslim migrants posing as refugees and are fully trained by the Islamic State to commence attacks in Europe for making sure these countries will become part of their Islamic emirate. It's not a surprise that the same French government that supported the ''moderate rebels'' and taking in refugee without the knowledge that they will be double-crossed in the process.

Now, Francois Hollande must decide whether they will not profile these refugees because this is becoming a dangerous scene not just in France but of the whole world because the ISIS can attack any country. Wake up Europe before your continent plunges into a battleground of ISIS-inspired wars!

Serbian Bittersweet Symphony

From the euphoria of the unexpected victory for the Serbs in UNESCO, Serbia becomes a member of the UNESCO Four year Executive Board on Wednesday. That's a good news because it erases the stigma of the failed move by the Albanian and NATO mafia to include Kosovo to UNESCO, a move that could have been a disaster for the modern world.

It's not yet over for the Serbs. A victory last Tuesday and this Wednesday is not just my point in this article. The reason I wrote the title as ''Serbian Bittersweet Symphony'' is that the fight to retake Kosovo doesn't end in just cultural victories. It should be also by means of religious and political ones. Kosovo is not a part of Albania nor NATO but an integral part of Serbia's rich history.

I am telling the Serbs now: retake Kosovo peacefully. If the colonialists and their benefactors wouldn't, force can be applied to take back the trunk of the tree. And the fate of the Albanians there should be: remain as Albanians but follow the Gorani's Serbian loyalty pledge or they shall repatriate to Albania or elsewhere that can support their lives.

Serbian Victory the first step

Definitely, the news that Kosov wasn't admitted to UNESCO is a great to the Serbs since it denied the occupied territory to be accepted as a part of countries that have world heritage sites. If otherwise, it could have created chaos in the region since Kosovo is truly a Serbian property and the Albanians there did nothing but destroy any traces of Serbian cultural heritage sites.

Now that Mother Karma strikes to the organ thieves and Osama Bin Laden's proxies, the fight starts now. It  is not over until we retake Kosovo and give it to it's righteous owners: the Serbs.

The countries that voted against were Angola, Argentina, Armenia, Belarus, Bolivia, Botswana, Brazil, Chile, China, Cyprus, Congo, Cuba, Ecuador, Eritrea, Ethiopia, Georgia, Guatemala, Guinea, India, Indonesia, Kazakhstan , Kyrgyzstan, Lebanon, Morocco, Mauritius, Mozambique, Mexico, Myanmar, Namibia, Nicaragua, Uganda, Palestine, Paraguay, Philippines, Syria, Moldova, the Democratic Republic of Congo, People's Democratic Republic of Lao, People's Democratic Republic of (North) Korea, the Russian Federation, Serbia, Slovakia, South Africa, South Sudan, Spain, Sri Lanka, Suriname, Uruguay, Venezuela, Zimbabwe.

Those who abstained included Algeria, Bangladesh, Barbuda, Bhutan, Bosnia-Herzegovina, Burundi, Cameroon, Comoros, Egypt, Greece, Guinea-Bissau, Jamaica, Japan, Kenya, Mali, Nepal, Nigeria, Peru, Poland, Central African Republic, the Republic of (South) Korea, Romania, Saint Vincent and the Grenadines, Seychelles, Singapore, Trinidad and Tobago, Tunisia, Vietnam, Zambia.

The countries in favor were Afghanistan, Albania, Germany, Andorra, Saudi Arabia, Australia, Austria, Bahamas, Bahrain, Belgium, Belize, Benin, Brunei, Bulgaria, Burkina Faso, Canada, Costa Rica, Ivory Coast, Croatia, Denmark, Djibouti, El Salvador, UAE , Estonia, Macedonia, Fiji, Finland, France, Gabon, Gambia, Ghana, Grenada, Guinea, Guyana, Haiti, Honduras, Hungary, Cook Islands, Solomon Islands, Iceland, Ireland, Italy, Jordan, Kuwait, Lesotho, Latvia, Liberia , Libya, Lithuania, Luxembourg, Malaysia, Malawi, Malta, Monaco, Montenegro, Nauru, Niger, Norway, New Zealand, Oman, Pakistan, Palau, Panama, Papua New Guinea, the Netherlands, Portugal, Qatar, the Dominican Republic, the Czech Republic, Tanzania, the United Kingdom, Rwanda, Saint Lucia, Saint Kitts and Nevis, San Marino, Samoa, Senegal, Sierra Leone, Slovenia, Somalia, Sudan, Sweden, Switzerland, Chad, Thailand, East Timor, Togo, Tonga, Turkey, Tuvalu, Vanuatu, Yemen.

While the Philippines and surprisingly Palestine voted against, the Croats, Bulgarians, Slovenes, Saudis(nothing new) supported in favor. Luckily, Kosovo got rejected through our efforts and re-education of people who never knew what Kosovo meant to Serbs all throughout history.

God willing

Such a blessing for me. It took me five years and I was able to put through everything despite my current issues. Regardless of those issues, one of my goals in life was met. November 7, 2015, I got baptized, taking the name Lazar, in honor of the Saint Prince of Serbia, who defended Serbia against the Ottoman Empire in Kosovo to the end. He lost his life and the Serbs lost but it delayed the Ottoman advance through another 50 years.

I was a bit nervous before my conversion but it went smoothly. I didn't expected it to be that smooth but it was worth the 5 years of patience. Now, I have a lot to do more. Being baptized in the Japanese Orthodox Church, this is one of the first step of my new life. I told myself, life starts at 23. I told myself since I live alone and going through a lot of challenges along the way. I know it is rough but with God's presence, nothing is impossible.

Finally, I am partaking with other people and the saints, in a holy liturgy that is passed down through generations, unchanged and firmly holding the teachings of the apostles that spread the Christian faith from the 1st Century AD to this day through the missionaries.

Retake Kosovo by peace or FORCE

"If force is deployed" to deprive Serbia of its cultural and historical heritage, "we will do all we can to defend them by peaceful means or by force'' -Patrijarh Irinej's strong words on the current situation in Kosovo and the brutal UNESCO stance that even the churches there should be declared Kosovan. Oh come on UNESCO, we are not doing this if you care about cultural heritage sites that are really for Serbian. It is just Kosovo is under NATO and the Globalists' agenda for a pipeline to America and even, an ISIS base.

Got to hide things from the Serbs? Well not. A lot of Serbs knew what is happening to their homeland. Even pro-EU Serbs are angry right now. I can sense on their moods. I have friends in Serbia who are anti-EU and they are very vocal about it.

What Patrijarh Irinej make sense though because there are some warrior-priests in history or those who mobilize the people to defend their land against the invaders and even, traitors.

The people of Kosovo "had throughout their history only destroyed" holy Serbian sites, referring to the 2004 inter-ethnic riots in which dozen of Serbian churches and monasteries were torched or damaged.

If what happened back in 1999 or 2004 doesn't make you support Serbia since it was branded as genocidal maniacs by CNN, BBC and other progressive liberal news agencies, think of Iraq after it was restructured by the Americans after Saddam was toppled or Syria now even if Bashar Al-Assad is getting the help he badly needs from the Russians because we all know, there are a lot of mercenaries from Saudi Arabia, Turkey and America or even in Ukraine were the canonical Moscow-affiliated Ukrainian Orthodox Church Moscow Patriarchate gets its churches burned by the fascist regime in Kiev supported by the same NATO guests.

Time for Serbia to ditch EU

As things become worse than what I think, it's time for Serbia to ditch the EU altogether. The reason I am telling this is  that the EU has no regards to Serbian economy always. And I know the precondition of the EU membership is the eventual recognition of Kosovo, which is a shame to those thugs in EU.

And also, about the UNESCO scam that recognizes the Serbian monuments in Kosovo as part of the mafia-run government that paid every country to recognize their butts. It's time to remove their plans for becoming an EU member state since no country besides their close allies are knowing what is going on there. It's a shame most people doesn't know what to do. It's a shame no one wants to protect the Serbian heritage sites that are under attack by thugs in NATO and the brainwashed Albanians.

Some Serbs criticize Tomislav Nikolić but he is doing something. He posted on his facebook page that there should be no recognition of the sites in Kosovo as part of the illegal state unlike other politicians that you won't hear this stuff. Of course, Serbia's history lies within Kosovo. Remove that and you removed the place where their culture was raised and refined. That's like removing California from the current United States and of course, that's another story.

If there is no time, what else can people like me write about, saving Kosovo from being turned into a much worse Mafia state?

Pomoć Srbija!-Help Serbia!

No matter hated I will be by Albanian extremists or by anti-Serb Turkish kebabs, I won't change my stance on this. I am harsh on those who bash Srbija and how it is not given the respect for the situation in Kosovo. It is not that easy since I don't have money or political power to turn back terrorists or thugs in UNESCO that wanted to recognize a province illegally occupied and run by organ thieves and Islamic terrorists that once were under Osama Bin Laden and now, the ISIS.

How can I help the Serbs? It's very simple. Post things like this. Share this to others. Use the hashtag #‎NoKosovoUnesco‬ with posts and educate doubters that what Kosovo meant to Srbija. It's not just a little piece of land in the heart of the Balkans but also the heart and soul of the Serbian nation/Srpska Zemlje with its beautiful churches, monasteries, old houses and monuments that are the true character of the Serbian people/Srbi as one.

Whether or not I have money, there is no way I will give up this pro-Serbian thing even if critics will call my articles for Serbia as baseless or loving geenocidal maniacs. The true genocidal maniacs are those who hamper justice, stealing property that is not theirs and most of all, destruction of everything that they are made to by being paid. 

Realizing a lot of things

Speaking of missed opportunities all the way, just can't helped and thinking on why I am on this kind of situation. Yes, it is part of my plans but not quite because of all the things I must repair myself but in that case, I may soon pass it despite being unprepared. Why? Of course, all the things I get, a lot are helping me find out why.

It may matter as of now that I have still issues to fix but whatever it is, I will solve it by myself because now, I am starting to know how to do it, slowly but surely of course. You can't realize things when you don't know it. We are humans of course. Once we fail, we make sure it will never be repeated again. That is evolution.

There are things I got to move on from. My stupid ex, myself being a child and a lot of bad things. But while doing everything, I am making sure I don't mess up everything big time. It's not what other people criticize me or some of my inner circle does but how I solve the problem without complicating it further. It's more on timing than a final push. You can't play basketball asap without knowing even the slightest basics of the game. You have to know if you would do good or bad and if you did something bad, learn from it and work your way back into top form.

Besides my current situation, I have a lot to live for. It's also what God gave me. A fine challenge to make sure I am worthy of this mission on earth I had.

Suad Šehović-Certified TRAITOR

So much for protecting NATO as the only alternative was somehow Suad Šehović's statements. You can use any translator and here's why he is a certified traitor. He enraged a lot of Montenegrin people who suffered greatly under the NATO bombing of Jugoslavija but made no remorse on what those thugs did. So much that an enraged volleyball player named Ksenija Ivanović stated against Suad:

"Going through the daily press fell into my eye your picture next to the flag of NATO, that makes me the opposite feeling because I, like you had a bad experience and fear for safety in Ukraine, and I've had much worse, a tragic experience here in Montenegro in 1999, which prompted me to respond to your text. We respect your right to have a view, but at the very least surprising that you sign as captain of the team that the public imposes a dilemma whether the rest of the national team and share your opinions. You say that you had a bad experience in Ukraine where you feared for your safety because of the events in the eastern part of the country, at a distance of some 200 kilometers from Kiev, so it is important to ask the question: Do you feel threatened when that same NATO at 30 kilometers from your Bijelo Polje sow death, there, in Murino? You say that you returned in 2013 to Montenegro to shelter your family from security risks in Ukraine, so I wonder, dear captain, what would you say to parents, Oliver Maksimović and Juliet Brudar that parents also fled from Kosovo in Murino counting that NATO will bombard the small town. Yet they are: in the days immediately after finishing school hours, during market day, at a time when most people were in the vicinity of the bridge that was bombed. What would you say to parents Miroslav Knezevic which would, considering his talents, maybe you were captain (or on you ?!) in the national team because he will recall, was born two years before you? He was killed on the bridge.

What would you say to the families of Milka Kočanović and Vukic Vuletic, in order to explain to them that such a peaceful alliance did not grow up without the support of their loved ones?

What would you say to my uncles and my mother, who is 30 April 1999, in Saint Petersburg, killed the father?

What would you say to me, whose late grandfather, fearing for our safety in Podgorica asked the mothers to send us in Murino, in order to protect themselves from the bombing? She, fortunately, did not manage to obey him.

Like you, I see, I remember the beauty of Kiev, and I remember the beauty of Murine, starokamenog bridge and the bridge next to the hotel where he worked, my grandfather, Mano, and in front of whom I was greeted each holiday.

From all of the above by 30 April 1999 there is no longer a murine old bridge, not a hotel, nor my grandfather, nor the other five innocent victims, and all merits for it go, as you say, "team no alternative to NATO."

Instead of all that remained was a memorial fountain with six photographs innocent victims, who we remember on that day.
Although everything I write from personal experience, I had the same attitude and let us Murino has happened because around the world there are hundreds and hundreds of thousands of Murine Oliver, Juliet and Miroslav ...
As a professional athlete, just like me, you should know that every coin has two sides, and medal NATO has much darker side on which you write.

Murino is only a fraction of that party.

From us, as professional athletes, is expected to promoting the sport, healthy lifestyle, and not to create division, but to be on the playing field, fair play, we fight for our country's coat of arms. Bearing in mind that we are role models for many children and young people - should be directing them towards that battles are fought on the sports field, and not under the auspices of the military alliance of any kind. "

Of course, I may have used only google translate and I copied the text from this site http://www.balkanspress.com/index.php/komentar/prica-o/4579-da-se-najezite-crnogorska-odbojkasica-pisala-crnogorskom-kosarkasu-koji-podrzava-nato directly but if your someone from the former Jugoslavija, you know how to read this and what the indirect English translation from what Ksenija mentioned, of course you would not feel shame if your country joins an entity that destroyed your homeland and brother Srbija?!?! Of course! You can't say the bombings are justifiable!

Suad is a member of the Bosniak minority in Montenegro and Bosniaks we all know are indifferent Muslims and one of the people that wants to be Turkified than being called Bosnian or even as Bosniaks since they are Muslims of Bosnia. We all know how they will mention stuff that they are not Slavs or even Muslim Slavs and they love Turkey. Why now Suad Šehović instead become a Turkish citizen and renounce his Montenegrin citizen like most Bosniaks did in the past 20 years?

Raspeto Kosovo. Zašto?

Disaster looming ahead. I can't figure it out why Kosovo had to be stolen from Srbija. Is it because of the Trepča mining complex? Or it is because a stronghold of the Orthodox church or should I say, the Jerusalem of Srbija? It's kinda frustrating I have to do this thing over and over again and yet, most people outside of the Balkans never knew how Kosovo is important as the identity of the Serbian people. Without Kosovo, Serbs would not have the beautiful churches, monasteries and centuries old houses that were overran by the KFOR and terrorist Albanians who formed the Kosovo Liberation Army.

If it doesn't convince those anti-Serbian people, here is a video that supports my claim that after KFOR pierced through Kosovo, the evil of the KLA and the brainwashed Albanians swept through:

Saudi-Qatari-Turkish axis will fall

What I said on my facebook post that those who support the ISIS, Fake Syrian Army, Al-Nusrah and other terrorist groups will be cursed. Oh, signs of it are coming true, on Saudi Arabia. Why I cursed Saudi Arabia? For denying refugees even if they have a lot of unused housing and air-conditioned tents. Their greed for money, Shiite blood, Christian blood and oil will go to waste because the curse I put on the kingdom is in effect. Just imagine Lil' B cursing out the Saudi kingdom.

After they denied the refugees despite having all the wealth, the Saudis and their clerics vowed a holy war against Russian intervention. That doesn't make sense since Russia is here to help out flush the ISIS scum but why the Saudi government doesn't want to?

Answer is simple:

Support the ISIS who are Obama's minions and without conflict, their dirty oil would not be sold to the US or any US-allied states involved in the stupid side of the conflict. You can't sell something, your gone.

And here's the thing though. Saudi Arabia's wealth starts to diminish because of failed contracts. yes, RT brings the best in news not shown to the Western media or even the world media. Once the oil prices go down and the ISIS is history, of course, Saudi Arabia cannot compete with other oil players. That's right, it can't compete even with the Russian Bear or Venezuela.

From Bad to WORSE: UNESCO betrays Serbs

So, the end of the European civilization starts. Hate to say this on a manner but we got duped by those thugs in UNESCO. So, UNESCO's executive board decides to recommend Kosovo(an illegally occupied state by Albanians in the southern province of Serbia) be accepted.

Even though the discussion on Pristina's bid, submitted by Albania, went behind closed doors today, a statement and "audio recordings" from that part of the session are expected to be published, according to reports.

RTS said that Russia and Cuba, who are opposed to Kosovo's membership, asked for the session to be postponed, but the Executive Board's director rejected this saying the initiative was "late." Cuba's representative then asked for a break in the meeting, saying that procedures had been violated.

UNESCO even sided with Hashim ''the Snake'' Thaci who is infamously known as the mafia leader and leader of the KLA or Kosovo Liberation Army, whose actions in the 90's caused destruction and suffering in Kosovo and made worse by American and NATO invasions. How's that supposed to be? Well, from my point of view, Serbs are betrayed once again and there is one solution I want to propose:

Taking over Kosovo by any means until all terrorists are flushed out. There could be some law abiding Albanians but they are the older generations and the newer ones are not Albanians of the past century but those coming from Tirana as settlers to populate and destroy Kosovo's churches after getting paid by NATO and now, UNESCO to replace it with Sunni Islamic or later, Roman Catholic ones(Mother Teresa is born in Skopje to Albanian Roman Catholic parents.)

Unless the world takes action, we could see another ISIS-style destruction of churces and systematic genocide of people.