You squandered AGAIN!!!

I had been fooled again by her. Maybe this time, I will never give her a chance. She just mailed me recently that she wanted a breakup. Breaking up? She is becoming more crazier than ever. If I have the power, I will make her go to a psychiatrist. She badly needs it.

Or is it the right to completely move on and forget her all the way? Maybe it is the only way she will know what I really mean to her and not her selfishness.

I don't know why this is happening to me. No matter how hard to give a woman so much love, they will just leave me on the air. Or is this a way God wants me to be a monk? If so, I will just wait till' I become much older. I still want to have a family and that is what I am praying to God now. If it is another girl, then be it. If I am really destined for her, what shall I do?

No matter what is happening on her, I will just have to be strong and maybe, move on altogether.

Cheating

Rampant cheating. Good old school days. Even the top of the class gives some cheat when the teacher is not looking. Even economists or politicians cheat. Even couples cheat each other if they are not satisfied.

History has a lot of people cheating. Some folk stories. Even in the bible, there are bible verses mentioning and criticizing cheating. I cheat, but in my hair against the world only. How in the world cheating has been someone's rule. Maybe because of being strict or people just can't do something without. 

Cheating is bad but unless there are good things to happen, all of these things will disappear for good.