Showing posts with label selfishness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label selfishness. Show all posts

Monday, April 13, 2015

You squandered AGAIN!!!






I had been fooled again by her. Maybe this time, I will never give her a chance. She just mailed me recently that she wanted a breakup. Breaking up? She is becoming more crazier than ever. If I have the power, I will make her go to a psychiatrist. She badly needs it.

Or is it the right to completely move on and forget her all the way? Maybe it is the only way she will know what I really mean to her and not her selfishness.

I don't know why this is happening to me. No matter how hard to give a woman so much love, they will just leave me on the air. Or is this a way God wants me to be a monk? If so, I will just wait till' I become much older. I still want to have a family and that is what I am praying to God now. If it is another girl, then be it. If I am really destined for her, what shall I do?

No matter what is happening on her, I will just have to be strong and maybe, move on altogether.

Monday, December 8, 2014

Thou shall not choose thy want alone.





Why people these days are having a relationship for want and not need? Most people are too selfish and not thinking of a happy family. Is it all money that people think as their God?!!? I simply hate the way this generation is thinking. Becoming gold-diggers for personal gain and not having a happy family.

The reason i chose that girl is because not she is Japanese and can give me that Visa i am seeking but because she gave me a new reason to live. A love that encompasses everything within sight. A love that no one will do because of her appearance. A love that God will give as a test and as a vow itself. Can't most people choose what love truly is? I haven't finished college yet but i was educated in the way Christians have, that is why i have taken it by heart.

Not all people have good intentions but all i want is that people will see what good intentions are truly taught us and why we should take it by heart.

Friday, November 28, 2014

Filipino Foreign and Domestic Policies are a total mess


While everyone thinks my homeland is a great place to live, i told my Serbian friends, it is the other way around because my homeland experiences more downgrade than economic growth. That haciendero President Noynoy Aquino is telling lies to the world. How could that stupid president? He cannot achieve what Ferdinand Marcos did like building modern facilities or a disciplined society or a Tiger Economy even if Ferdinand was destroyed by his own wife and cronies.

Not even what Lee Kuan Yu or Mahatir Mohammed made in their own countries. Look at Vietnam. A former one socialist market turned socialist-capitalist and now exports its own resources and one of the countries that was fast in recovering from the ravages of war. My country, only civil unrest but much worse than the Vietnamese unification wars, Breakup of Yugoslavia, American Civil war or any other war of attrition!

Instead of being proud of my country, i feel worse when telling about my homeland. I feel sorry for the people because they can't even make a revolution to change the whole society. If they knew the Iranian Shah Mohammad Reza Pahlavi's Green Revolution that modernized women, society and improved the economy. Does it take for a Cult of Personality to exist before the people will realize what's wronng with themselves?

Here in Japan, most Filipinos aren't educated the right way, so some especially women act like they would lose some money or guy or they will tell some if your Filipino, have a haircut or be a macho type of person or you need to womanize to be famous. What kind of education is that? Even if i haven't graduated from College, i maintain some level of professionalism because i know what i have to do and mostly speaks English than my Filipino language, in shame of the educational attainment of some.

Those haciendero mentality most Filipinos got during the Spanish times and the same conquerors forbid education to the masses, making sure no political upheaval would happen. The Americans didn't helped my homeland's economy but siphoned from it. And no clear foreign policy is intact. No strong people to hold the key government positions and corrupt and selfish politicians remain. Where is the damn justice.

To remind everyone, Chief Justice Reynato Corona was impeached for trying to give the Hacienda Luisita to the masses. Hacienda Luisita is the treasury of the Cojuangco family, which Noynoy's mom is a member of. In that way, the domestic policy is weak. Letting China get away with the Spratlys is another Foreign Policy misfiring of the current government.

Wake Up Filipinos before it's too late!