You squandered AGAIN!!!

I had been fooled again by her. Maybe this time, I will never give her a chance. She just mailed me recently that she wanted a breakup. Breaking up? She is becoming more crazier than ever. If I have the power, I will make her go to a psychiatrist. She badly needs it.

Or is it the right to completely move on and forget her all the way? Maybe it is the only way she will know what I really mean to her and not her selfishness.

I don't know why this is happening to me. No matter how hard to give a woman so much love, they will just leave me on the air. Or is this a way God wants me to be a monk? If so, I will just wait till' I become much older. I still want to have a family and that is what I am praying to God now. If it is another girl, then be it. If I am really destined for her, what shall I do?

No matter what is happening on her, I will just have to be strong and maybe, move on altogether.

Is it worth the second chance?

I can't think so much of a better thing. The thing is, I gave her that second chance. Is it worth it? What if she squanders it again and breaks the promise again? My best friend recently told me that the girl is one big fool because I fought for her and everything and she broke everything and now, wants that second chance...

Could I be wrong?

I may have been a fool but giving her a chance is worth it, since I am too soft to go away from her. She is my weakness because the person I loved, no matter how evil she is, is the one girl i desire because of love and not because to correct her or because I feel sorry to her but I truly love her.

If you would be in my situation, what would you do? Would you give her that second chance or just move on completely?