Protecting her

Recently, I received a lot of criticisms not from my harshest internet critics or haters but from my own circle of friends for the my choice of relationship. It's just an age gap and she is mature, kind, sweet and understanding unlike all my previous relationships. I still have a long way to go and a lot can change but the days pass, the more I am willing to give up everything for her happiness than to do nothing and go down further again.

I don't have an idea why some of my closest friends(online or in actual) criticized me and told me to give up because of the wide age gap between me and her. It really disappoints me when they harshly criticize her and my choice. It's just a simple choice yet, the choice I won't regret because I feel God gave me her.

OK, I met her in a church in Osaka and ever since, I had been sending messages to her and she sends me wonderful emoticons as well as sweet and kind words, which I slowly developed my feelings for her.

Ever since I got criticisms from some of my circle of friends, I got more protective of her and as well from my parents. I need to prove myself as a man than as a kid like how my entire family(except for one of my older sister) than to sit down and give up. Giving up is not me. Going through the pain is what I am known for, and for the happiness of my princess, I will protect with and show her a man I am.

Criticize me

A trend by some of my family members and former workmates who does not have a good relationship with me are those questioning my motives in life. And some trolls that would see me as Justin Bieber or Anime freak who are often annoying and never saw my true motives even once...

I never knew how much my life would change on a snap like this. This is somehow God's challenge for me to become better and not to be worst. Sometimes i am underperforming, it is because i am swallowed by lofty expectations to do more and to "follow" their rules which is somehow, annoying to me. Annoying? Of course!!! It is because they never read books that will lay claim on my proof or they would dismiss it as "baseless" or no need to take account for.

A friend told me that fight for your beliefs no matter what he or a lot of people said. That conversation made me more willing to go through the hardships than i wasn't able to do before even if i am a daddy. It is to say that despite the consequences i will face, i will face it with my heart and my determination.

Korina too of a Propagandist

I love watching ABS-CBN shows. But i don't like the statement made by Korina Sanchez. That was a slap to the face to those Filipinos in Japan like me to pray that the typhoon Ruby will hit Japan instead. It could be impossible but that was frustrating! She should apologize to thousands of Filipinos who are here and a country that is very much resilient than my countrymen! 

Here's how the conversation on TV Patrolwent:
Korina: Kaya pa natin idasal yan para lumihis(We can still pray that it will move away)
Noli de Castro: Sana ay hati na lang tayo. Kalahati sa Pilipinas, kalahati sa Japan.(hope it would be half. One for Japan amd for the Philippines) 
Korina: Puwede bang sa kanilang lahat?(Could it be to them alone?)
Noli:Wag naman.(Not hopefully)
Korina: Sa kanila na lang lahat. Parang mas kaya nila.(It should be theirs. I think they can handle it)

Where are the Sierra Madre Mountain range when you need it? Where is that faith you have? Isn't it too damning that she chose Japan for her jokes? Her statements made me feel worse for my honeland than to feel sorry.

When you cut trees illegally, steal money from the poor, use the name of God for your selfishness, give up parts of your homeland to China, never emancipate the poor and all sorts of problems, that is the Philippines.