People's First Impression on me

Just this afternoon at work, I heard about those typical first impression on a guy like me. Guess what they answered:

I am gay or lesbian or tomboy. WHAT?

Yes, I've heard it a lot of times for the past few years, even when I was still in my homeland. People never even tried to tell me what I want of an answer but I will never tell the public. It's a bit frustrating but I don't want to spark a debate on them. It's their choice though. I can't force people to like me since I am outspoken when people knew who I am truly.

For example, in the Philippines my colleagues in college called me Gu-Jun Pyo, a character from the Korean adaptation of Hana Yori Dango, to which I don't like since I am born of Japanese descent, not Korean or Chinese or Taiwanese. People just doesn't open their eyes on what is true or they simply never knew me well.

Even some of my closest friends told me to cut my hair, to which I am not fond because I am on a diet and trying to imitate Japanese hairstyles for men. I hope my diet is worth it but to those that never knew me well, just answer me the other way around since I am not a girl.

Breaking my silence about my preferred styles

This is for the record. I may look like a woman and miscellaneous people call me either gay and tomboy for no reason but my girly face. What they don't know is deep inside, i am born a man and will die a man. It is just i was born with a woman's face despite my facial hair and 90% body as a man. To be frank, i am tired of hearing from people that i am gay or i want a guy.

Of course, i want to have a wife someday that can accept my life as well too because marriage is both parties functioning as one and not separately. I tend to have a heartbreaking courtship of women when they wouldn't want to be my girlfriend or eventually, future wife.

Here are the factors why i look like a girl. It could be that through my Japanese and Spanish bloods running through my Filipino roots, it blended too much that instead of a manly one, it turned into a cute combination of a cute Japanese man and an aggressive Spanish woman. Or, when my mom taught me to use Ponds cream because when i was in high school, i have too many pimples or blackheads appearing everywhere because of the pollution level in Manila. Since then, i am using Ponds whenever i have or now in Japan, to combat the effects of winter drying.

So now, would everyone of you believe me now that i am not gay and i am a true man? If not, ask me directly and be enlightened enough. If you want to compare my pictures, here it is for viewing only.

December 2013

Febuary 2014

When i played basketball last April 2014

Me, riding a bike

One of my cutest pose

Feeling like singing the Bože Pravde