How does it feel to lose someone important?

I've been through this situation a lot and i want to share my experiences. I lost friends, family members and most especially, my future. It could be hard for most people but this is what i have to tell everyone.

Most of the time i am heartbroken, so i am not new to these things. I lost opportunities because my past girlfriends would break up with me for no good reason. I felt there reason is just my young age and immaturity. I don't know if asserting myself would even up everything now. I lack the power so, it frustrates me a lot because i am often powerless. I wish now i have unlimited power so that, it will never happen.

What i am doing now is taking opportunity after opportunity and become much of an opportunist these days since i am tired of losing. I lost like, 4 girlfriends and all of them had been hard to me. I almost killed myself and i  lost the will to live. Now, i could be facing another loss and i don't know what would be me if she would leave me for another selfish reason. If that's the case, i would swim again in depression and i may suffer much worse emotional breakdown in succession.

Ratu je katastrofalan narodni Ukrajinci

So, what do we have? A human made catastrophe is on the way thanks to American and EU geopolitical ambitions. Not much of the world knew what is happening and Vladimir Putin is still the passive man he is for not even making a humanitarian rescue of the pro-Russian Ukrainians and the Russian minority. This is somehow a difficult transition for Eastern Ukrainians knowing that they are enduring the most difficult phase in the Kriza Ukrajina.

“As of August 5, Lugansk remains disconnected from electricity. The situation remains critical on the city’s territory. Lugansk is has no energy, is in a state of humanitarian catastrophe. Since Sunday, part of the population in the region’s center have been without light or water, as well as mobile and internet communication,” the statement on the city council website read.
Due to high temperatures and the damage to most community services’ cars, rubbish collection “completely stopped,” which is why the city is basically “on the brink of an ecological catastrophe,” the administration said. “Today 250,000 civilian Lugansk residents - mainly retirees and families with children who don’t have the money to leave the city and who have nowhere to go - have been the hostages to the situation: the people are forced to live in the conditions of armed clashes, with the lacking communications, the remaining nutrition disappearing from the counter of shops and supermarkets which are still working,” according to the statement.

If Vladimir Putin is caring for the Eastern Ukrainians, at least he would post an army just to safeguard civilians or even make a truce but he is still passive! Barrack Obama and his EU cohorts and Ukrainian fascist Petro Poroshenko is somewhat aggressive more and more. Does it mean justice or not?

Oluja

What is operation Storm? Simple. A military operation that just removed most of the Croatian Serbs from the Krajina. But why all the fuss? In reality, thousand Serbs were killed in this campaign and a quarter of a Million Serbs moved to Bosnia or Serbia itself. Thus making Franjo Tuđman very happy while Slobodan Milošević sold out the Krajina Serbs.

Gen. Ante Gotovina by Franjo's words ordered an all out attacked that lasted in four days, ethnically cleansing Croatia of unwanted Serbian populations to make sure an ethnically clean Croatia was sure. What stands out here is that, people never knew what it would meant for Croatian Serbs. Just ask these guys how it feels to live a Serb in Croatia and all of a sudden, no more. Siniša Mihajlović, Peđa Stojaković, Zoran Erceg, Milan Mačvan, Đorđe Gagić, Duško Savanović and others saw their ancestral homes being bombed or their fellow Serbs being ethnically cleansed for political and religious reasons.

America made this possible and this is one of Bill Clinton's first act to help the evil guys to ensure the area would be safe for free market and democratic government when it is the other way around.

Šta Car Dušan Silni vašno za Srpski Narod

Imagine if history never had great kings or emperors. Like Španija had King Carlos V, Frančuska had Napoleon I, Nemačka had Wilhelm I, UK had Elizabeth II, Rusija had Car Petar Velika, Sirija had Saladin, Mongolia had Genghis Khan, the Turkic states had Tamerlane, Grčka had Aleksandar Velika and many more in history..not to mention Rome's Džulijus Cezar or Car Konstantin Velika.

How about Srbija? There are many great kings and emperors during the medieval times but one stands out. The best there is, the best there was, the best there ever will be, Car Dušan. The greatest emperor in Medieval Srbija.

What are his accomplishments?

-Conquering much of Southeastern Europe

-Dušan's cose

-promoting the SPC from a Archbisphoric into a Patriarchate

-finished the Višoki Dečani and building of the Saint Archangels monastery

During his rule, Srbija attained the zenith of its reign and capabilities. One thing he could regret is taking over Mt. Athos, thus being excommunicated but it didn't affect the next level of the SPC. 

So in few words, he is one of the founding Fathers of Srbija itself. Without him, there wouldn't be a Serbian Patriarchate nor a powerful national identity as well.

How far your faith can lead you?

I am continuing to raise questions to awaken everyone. Whether they are of this faith or not. Of course, it is better to ask than to be totally ignorant. I maybe waiting for that day because of some circumstances i had but one thing is for sure, i will convert and this is what God gave me. The power to choose my faith because i know God will lead me into that promised day.

If some people might wonder why i am still showing how i loved God and my Christian faith, i am even if very few people saw it. It is through the Orthodox church that i prayed again and valued my faith so much. Maybe, God sent me those knowledge and by heart through my history and religious books.

There is a thing also. You can't have neither faith by heart and faith by knowledge. It is like denying the other existence or it is like, denying God's man and divine persona or denying either one of the Holy spirit. That's from my heart and not from what other people would say.

It is easy to be Catholic or Protestant this new era but when i get baptized to Orthodoxy, it could mean new adoptations and new learnings but i am on that situation a lot of times and God will guide me through it all. I don't waste opportunities just because of time period i must wait for that day. I don't even believe in this typical Filipino phrase:"you born a Catholic, die a Catholic." Because if your faith is not really for you and God has plan for your true faith, then it shall be.

I am not scared to take the risks of converting and being rejected by my family members in the future because i know it could hurt at first but, time will heal and because of that healing, no more pain will be felt.

Love cannot be treated like a game

Could someone tell me why this is happening? Almost everyone are just playing games in love. Is it because of mistrust? I am a bit angry at people trying to be two-timers or more than that, completely playing love as if it is not important in life. If i have power, i wish to remove those paradigm unto people's mind because those things will lead into more disastrous events in a couple's longetivity.

What do boys have to cheat? They want more than their girl. Like, sexy boobs, slender legs and wishing for more s** than love. How about women? Because of their cheating boyfriend will find another man and for money purposes. Why? This world became a materialistic world since selfish politicians took over, making people become opportunists for the wrong reason.

I know, i could be a hypocrite if many people will not believe me but, i want to instill on those critics that i am not a damn hypocrite and this is what i feel on those people who are imitating bad and selfish people.

Loš i lošije za Srpski Narod

This is going bad to worse for Srbija. Fiskalni Savet Republika Srbija would cut pensions and salaries by 15%. That's big news for a lot of people. They mentioned it would "as these measures are key to a successful fiscal consolidation".

According to the council, pension and salary cuts will save EUR 800 million, "and this is the only measure that will have full effect as soon as in 2015." 

With the current state of public finances, Serbia has to take out loans worth around EUR 5 billion every year, so as to finance the deficit and loan installments, and these liabilities are growing year by year, the Council notes. 

I know now what is this pro-Western is up to no good. Why would you cut pensions and loans if the people need it badly? So enslaving the Serbian poor is what the G17Plus did before it merged other politika stranka.... That's the worst thing you would do for a country that is headed for EU membership yet is still more pro-Western but has leanings on Russia.