Saturday, May 31, 2014

I want to feel Vidovdan festivities in the future


I won't keep this a secret. I want to celebrate Vidovdan or St. Vitus's day. But to Serbs, both spiritual and national day of celebration for it symbolizes the martyrdom of Saint Prince Lazar in the battle of Kosovo and thousands of Serbs for protecting Kosovo and Serbia from waves of Turkish invasions. Not to mention some events that occured on the same date.

Positives or negatives, it is an important day for Serbs. For me, i think that it represents the sacrifices and the consequences of Serbia as the Gatekeepers of Europe not just against Turkish but American, NATO, Roman Catholic and imperialist waves of invasion. It is important to say that, it represents what the Serbs will make for their future. May the Serbian people be blessed with a much better future than now.

Zašto Amerika i EU i NATO su neupućen?






On this article, i wanted to point out that instead of attacking socialist countries, why not help the poor people of Africa, help them recover and wipe out any traces of civil unrest? European conflicts are there but what moral lesson we can take away is that, African wars are internally motivated while European ones needed an outside intervention to make it a full scale conflict.

I don't even know if Moldova is one of those countries that had its civil unrest due to outside intervention. Four dead but no one knows who killed them. The fingers are pointed out on Vladimir Voronjin's communist government despite being democratically elected. But why they strike the Orthodox Christian countries first? Why not make an intervention on Haiti's poor condition or stop all unrest in Africa or just give all their riches for the education and modernization of the world's education system?

Remember all the interventions America and NATO went through. Helping out Osama Bin Laden in Afghanistan against USSR backed communist government and then Osama turns his back on America. Also Iraq, Bosnia, Kosovo Albanians, Libyans, and now Syrians and Ukrainians who are brainwashed into thinking they are doing the right thing.

The Ukrainians voted for Petro Poroshenko, another tycoon. What difference does another businessman make if he was voted by a small turnout? Why is it that the Vatican is not doing it's role as a "peacekeeper" but will take advantage by spreading Roman Catholicism in Ukraine and will try to destroy Slavic unity? Remember what Christ had said. Matthew 7:15
"Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep's clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves."

So, only time can tell if all of us will be united and fear nothing but God against the growing effects of false modernization. And also how we fare against an atheistic society.

Friday, May 30, 2014

Moja Poruka za Srpska Narodna


This is for the Serbian people.

I have known this country a lot as Serbia and not the Yugoslavia of the 1980's. I know some people know Siberia but it is not Serbia. Many people in the world think that Serbians killed a lot of Bosnians and Albanians. But what i will say now is not what the truth wants you to know.

How many times was Beograd razed? How many years were the Turks enslaved this resilient people? How many Serbs died for their motherland? How many times did the Serbs suffered under two world wars? How many Serbs escaped the Communist government or the NATO bombings? Could it be much worse when the current leaders would join EU and lose its own banks and jobs to these foreign powers?

What matters most for this country is that, be strong and let not floods nor bombs decimate this beautiful and resilient country. Despite the razing of a beautiful city, let's rebuild it, stronger than before. Never let Vojvodina be seperated like how the West stole Kosovo. Retake Kosovo by any means! Be strong for faith matters. Let not the negative effects if globalization destroy your traditions and ethnic harmony. Do what is right for Srbija and not for America nor EU. Have an independent foreign policy and not what the West nor Rusija will tell. Improve the lives of the people, give them jobs. Let not poverty struck a beautiful country. Always remember the events of WWI, WWII, the sufferings of the Serbs who died or forced to flee their former homes acros the former Jugoslavija. Stand up against any country that will try to invade Srbija. Stay resilient and be strong. Always pray and do what is right and not wrong!

This is Srbija! One of the best countries when it is truly independent and a potential superpower! Protect and support this tiny yet big-hearted country!

Eastern and Oriental Orthodox Unity is much better to realize



Ya, it doesn't make sense to me why the Roman Catholic church is asking for unity. Would those who believe in the Orthodox church want that kind of scenario if that is on the basis of theology? If for everyone, it could. But for theological purposes, it will not.

I would raise the question now. Would it make sense if the Eastern and Oriental churches reunite and that they set aside their theological differences, territorial disputes and minor problems?

For me, I thought on that subject even years before. No political pun intended. What is that matter that makes this two seperated Orthodox groups to unite in the future? 

Belief-they have almost the same doctrines.
Religious identity-intact for almost a two thousand years without breaking what the apostles had taught them.
Social identity-Secularly, they are a much better citizen because what good we hoped is what most of them envisioned for the future generations.

Of course, this is just my idealism. But when these two Orthodox groups put an end to its division and truly unite as one, a beacon of hope would be felt on the other major Christian groups that all Christians would come back to the church of Peter, Paul and the rest of the apostles.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

The Bethlehem Fire


I am not a big fan of mysterious coincidences or so called hear-says or superstitions. I am not supportive of superstitions so much. But would someone wanted to know why the Church of Nativity went into flames. Was it the lamps on by 6pm? No. Would it be some sabotage experts among Israeli spies or mistep by the Palestinian police?

But to most Orthodox Christians even if i don't believe it, the recent visit of Pope Francis to the holy site was the one. Maybe, God's punishment for this alleged ecumenist activity even if i am not a critic of Patriarch Bartholomew since i am supporting his endeavors. Maybe, this is a way that God wants us to see the true church, repent and never let ourselves be a subject to Satan's deception.

I don't know much but among the facebook trend by Serbs and others, it is pointed towards non other than the visit of Pope Francis. Not to take away from the good guy but the act is somehow, not accepted. Of course, he is a good guy but he is under the Vatican's scheme.

Whether it is true or not, may the people just decide. I cannot decide on that matter. I will just believe on what my spiritual father would tell me. Avoid ecumenism and pray for repentance always.

Negative effect of Globalization


So, we have this problem of globalization. Why this globalization is becoming negative? No political statements here. But sure it affects every people in the world. Whether it is through fast food chains or chemically used preservatives or creating worthless disco party events. I am criticising the so-called "party-party" mentality of everyone, especially in my country were people just want to have fun and will not care about the political and social situation.

Maybe, this is becoming more of an ignorant society as people flock to the city as what they believed as becoming rich yet, uneducated and corruption will hinder them from becoming a workforce in this ever changing society. How the hell that people are used to broken changes, like broken promises. I am saying this because no one will. Good and bad people are there but, people choose the bad ones instead of the lesser evil.

One thing in my mind is that, globalization hurts every culture, tradition, religion, social life, simplicity and lifestyle. Why not those people promoting globalization will promote a balanced lifestyle and the resources they gain would be used for the empowerment of everyone and not just of a few?

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Sprska Pravoslavna Duhovna Muzika Moja Ljubav +++

Oče naš sung by Divna Ljubojević

What i am rooting for in the Orthodox church is the chants. When i go every time in a divine liturgy, i feel blessed and like in heaven. Heaven as what God promised to us before Pentecost. I was educated in a Catholic school and knew the bible well even if i know only major ones. Since i knew the Orthodox church, i listened to an Arab orthodox at first. Then, Greek and Russian ones. I appreciated it but when i knew Serbian ones, i grow to like more every Orthodox chanting. It is sacred and what God taught us. It is not just by what us humans made but how God wanted to be represented always.

There is one saying, "life is nothing without music". This is not an exception, even in the very conservative Eastern orthodox church. It happened that everytime i listened to these chants, God is with me. Here in Japan, i know some keywords although i forgot it's exact verse since it is in Nihonggo and i am on a copycat mode often. Despite that i am a copycat if it not English, it is already on my heart. Everyone knows i am not a pseudo-Orthodox but an orthodox by heart and rooting for every single day that i can go there on a limited basis till my freedom comes.

I only know the Serbians ones as "Gospode Pomiluj" or "Blagosloven jesi Gospode" or easier ones. Every time i use my Youtube application on my iphone, i search for "srpska pravoslavna duhovna muzika" and there are a lot of videos. Maybe one day, i will be able to memorize the Srpski ones but also, Japanskog, Grčki and Ruski ones. Always remember, by memorizing every chants and prayers, it is like your heart is rooting for God and no one else and it is also a prayer in motion. No selfishness but expression of the heart for God. Nothing but his glory and our forgiveness.

Čudo od Sveti Knez Lazar

Gospode, Ja sam Plakao by Nana Peradze

Gospode Pomiluj


How Obama, NATO and EU manipulates the media

       Pro-Russian activists mourn their murdered comrade.

Last night on NHK with an English translator in News 7, when it came across the Ukrainian unrest, it mentioned that Kiev sent planes to bomb Pro-Russian activists and killed 200 rebels. What? Are these rebels the same people that declared independence from its fascist captors and were killed in that brutal Odessa building massacre were fleeing pro-Russian Ukrainians were gunned down by the Kiev junta. Many people died and everyone is crying foul against that same dictatorship that America, NATO and EU installed to proclaim their world hegemony. 

And through this group, making Russia and the whole Eastern Orthodox Church as the enemy of the world. Maybe Vladimir Putin should know not to ally itself with China and strengthen its nearby allies. They were already betrayed by pro-Maidan Ukrainians and by Yulia "TymoshenkoGate" Tymoshenko who wants to anihilate not just Russians but Jews, a true sentiment of racism and anti-semitism that the media won't show you but only on RT.

CNN truly denies the Russian side of story and shows only that of the Ukrainian fascists as peaceful protesters. What the heck they don't mind of the Extremist parties that will plague this country.

As the Syrian Arab Army is winning and what happened in the Turkish mine explosion, these same journalists will try to save face by starting to cover how the Assad regime will attack some men in Turkey. But those men are terrorists trained by EU and ready for a Kosovo style invasion that you would not hear on the media.

And as Erik Valenčič once said, EU is a standard propaganda. How he mentioned that Slovenia, his homeland is being buried into this brotherhood of nations is true as, Croatian president Ivo Josipović didn't know that joining EU would make them a province of the evil imperialists. And even if the floods were a great mess to Serbia, Aleksandar Vučić still wants to join EU than to have a strong foreign policy and retake Kosovo like his president, Tomislav Nikolić.

In the media, you won't even hear a sinlge criticism of the EU and NATO. Even the Obamacare that wants Abortion and gay propaganda is not being criticized, only by Michael Savage on his radio.

These brave journalists, Michael Savage and the RT journalists are part of the true free media that covers every side and not just their own. Until there views are known to the world, let's spread it to combat the false media.

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Srbi u Hrvatskoj

From Wikipedia

They are one of the few. However, less than 90% of the Serbs remained in Croatia. What would be the implications if the Serbs there went to Srbija or Bosna? Since Oluja or operation Storm, they went through Bosna and Srbija.

This could be trivial. Some members of the Serbian basketball team was born in Croatia. Notably:
Predrag "Peđa" Stojaković
Milan Mačvan
Kosta Perović
Zoran Erceg
Đorđe Gagić
Duško Savanović


One exception is the Bosnian Serb Aleksandar "Saša" Vasiljević who was born in Croatia.

In actuality, the Serbs settled in modern Croatia during the 7th century which is current day former Yugoslav republics. Through building kingdoms and empires, monasteries and churches belonging to the Srpska Pravoslavna Crkva, invasion by Ottoman and Hapsburg states, Catholicizing most Serbs from Dubrovnik,  and through the Kingdom of the Serbs, Croats and Slovenes/Jugoslavija, they survived like nothing happened.

Then, the Nezavisna Držva Hrvatska imposed their anti-semitical and barbaric war against the Serbian Orthodox population living in Croatia. Serb hunting season started, as Ante Pavelić, Alojzije Stepinac and others supported this fascist state as mentioning "Bog i Hrvati" or "For God and Croats". 700,000 and as more as 1,400,000 were killed, mostly Serbs of course. Few Jews were saved because of the Vatican's rescue efforts like how they are doing also in Poland.

In socialist Yugoslavia, Serbs born in Croatian soil are the ones who are serving as police, government and economic minsters, declaring themselves as Yugoslavs.

Then came, the war. Both Croats and Serbs were fighting for territory and representation. As what i know, when Croatia seceded from Yugoslavia, the Serbs want to break from Croatia, like how West Virginia, who was loyal to the Union separated itself from Confederate Virginia. As war rages, both sides committed atrocities. Siege of Vukovar, destruction of Serbian churches and monasteries, Serbian homes were destroyed or forcibly taken by the new Croatian settlers and costing the lives of Josip Kir and Milan Levar in the process of their fair and just Croatia.

USA came to give Croatia total independence, bombing the Krajina Serbs into submission as what is called operation Storm. A storm that lasted a few days, resulting to a death of thousands and quarter of a million ethnically cleansed Serbs escaping to Srbija or other countries as Slobo and his generals abandoned them. Some of them are currently in Serbia or represented the country in all fields while the Croatian Serbs were left served for Croatia. Here are some:

Marko Popović-basketball player
Arijan Komazec-Basketball player
Milorad Pupovac-politician
Vojislav Stanimirović-politician
Željko Jovanović-politician
Branko Grčić-politician
Milanka Opačić-politician
Slobodan Uzelac-politician

Here is just a short summary of the history of Croatian Serbs. I don't know much but this is what truly and is happening now.

Srbija Obavezan Protiv EU


Could someone tell me not to criticize pro-EU leaders of Srbija. Speaking of Aleksandar Vučić, Ivica Dačić and Tomislav Nikolić. They made a vow that Serbia will not experience the Russian spring. Hell, they don't know what abyss they are into. People not on their side, floods a big problem and most of all, pro-EU and pro-IMF leaders, incompetent.

I am a one of the few foreigners to ever criticize these Serbian leaders because they are continuing the policies of the previous government of EU ascension, pro-EU and integrating anti-Serbian norms. Not even retaking Kosovo even by force but letting the Kosovo Albanians continue their invasion of the said province as brainwashed people by American soldiers in Camp Bondsteel! Even if Patrijarh Irinej once said that letting Kosovo be free is a sin, the politicians cared about forming coalition parties, corruption and continue to support Americanist policies.

How i wished that in Srbija, an invasion happened in Kosovo to retake it. Or improve the lives of its people through improving the job hunting systems. Enriching every part of the energy sector. Improving the food sector well to avoid a shortage due to the floods that recently striked 80% of Serbia. And lastly, get rid of Americanized leaders.

If someone would ask me to join the protesters of a true Sloboda Srbija, i will be srećan or happy to deliver a speech, an impromptu one to promote Serbian ideals, morals, tradition and almost perfect political and economic system without the interference of any world power, ally or villain, big or small state and never let a territory be in foreign hands ever! Even if i am a foreigner, i will empower this resilient people to rise up and take action against the imperialist arm of America and return to the glory days of Jugoslavija even as not as powerful as Rusija!

Healing the scars or another useless dialogue?

       Patrijarh Vartolomej i Papa Franjo

Historical meeting and Christian unity between the patriarchs of the ancient Christian churches. If not counting my biased views, this would be a great healing of the two sides as far as i am concerned. Of course, Patriarch Bartholomew is a smart and eco-friendly church leader while Pope Francis is the humble and socially able successor of Saint Peter.

Well, if one would think it on both sides, the historical meeting would have an implications as well, especially to the monk of the sacred mountain Mount Athos which rejects any kinds if ecumenisn or interfaith activities. In my opinion, let the church leaders attend only Christian related ecumenism and not interfaith ones. I am not saying Patriarch Bartholomew did good or bad but his decisions are for the better of this contemporary period and renouncing extremism of Old calendarists or alternative synods. On the flip side, if the Vatican wants to talk to the Serbian patriarch Irinej, they should somehow apologize for what happened in Nezavisna Država Hrvatska and the Jasenovac concentration camp, the reason that the Vatican is an evil group to the Serbian people. Not to mention the false pretense of the Brest-Litovsk union in present day Belarus were Eastern Catholics are trying to invade Russian territory via religion and destroy Orthodoxy.

On the Catholic side, of course a few people knew the Pope Pius X Society(SPPX) and other traditionalist Catholic views but they are a threat to Catholicism from the inside because of Vatican II reforms, removing the tridentine mass and the somehow Protestantist preaching of the Roman Catholic church.

If Orthodoxy promotes itself silently, Catholicsm is promoting itself almost everyday. Problems still rise if both sects don't discuss things more openly. For example, Pope Francis wants to open the Vatican archives and let the public knew. Would this make him not just a spiritual hero but a champion of the people? Or the people will knew more about what happened in Jasenovac?

But unlike Pope Benedict XVI known for his extravagant lifestyle, Pope Francis is simple and down to earth guy. Maybe a much bettet scenario would make him much popular to the world like how Pope John Paul II used his charisma for the people.

Patriarch Bartholomew on the other hand is a well respected theologian, environmentalist and the speaker of the whole Orthodox Christian sect. I admire him as well because of his openess and resiliency. He has more problems than the whole Catholic popes whom he got into with. Like the Halki seminary being closed and the line of succession is limited by the Turkish republic to Greeks who were born in Turkish soil. The persecution of Serbian Orthodox Christians in Kosovo and in Macedonia. Old calendarists and alternative synods and growing anti religious movements in Europe. 

With these challenges ahead, we pray that the two leaders would empower there lay people more as the threat of anti-religious norms grow and the ever changing world.

Monday, May 26, 2014

Breaking my silence about my preferred styles



This is for the record. I may look like a woman and miscellaneous people call me either gay and tomboy for no reason but my girly face. What they don't know is deep inside, i am born a man and will die a man. It is just i was born with a woman's face despite my facial hair and 90% body as a man. To be frank, i am tired of hearing from people that i am gay or i want a guy.

Of course, i want to have a wife someday that can accept my life as well too because marriage is both parties functioning as one and not separately. I tend to have a heartbreaking courtship of women when they wouldn't want to be my girlfriend or eventually, future wife.

Here are the factors why i look like a girl. It could be that through my Japanese and Spanish bloods running through my Filipino roots, it blended too much that instead of a manly one, it turned into a cute combination of a cute Japanese man and an aggressive Spanish woman. Or, when my mom taught me to use Ponds cream because when i was in high school, i have too many pimples or blackheads appearing everywhere because of the pollution level in Manila. Since then, i am using Ponds whenever i have or now in Japan, to combat the effects of winter drying.

So now, would everyone of you believe me now that i am not gay and i am a true man? If not, ask me directly and be enlightened enough. If you want to compare my pictures, here it is for viewing only.


December 2013

Febuary 2014

When i played basketball last April 2014

Me, riding a bike

One of my cutest pose

Feeling like singing the Bože Pravde

Novi Rusija? Rezultirati Američko Imperijaliste?


I recently pondered about the term Novorossiya and its implications on the world stage. While i am a critic of Vladimir Putin, i cannot blame him for taking a historical Russian territory and pulling out its troops from Donjeck, Lugansk and other Ukrajinski teritori not under Russian control. What makes me ponder most is that, it is a result of American imperialist hegemony. What if Barrack "Hussein" Obama didn't interfered in Ukraine? Of course, Vlady would just remain laid back and passive. So in this case, Obama pushed the wrong button and that button contains the implications that would mean "Russian revenge" that is happening now.

What a distorted view Obama had. He is making strides in favor of Gay propaganda, anti-religious movements and most especially, ObamaCare which supports abortion. He is making a joke on the American dream as its own citizens wanted America out of being an imperialist state and a world invader.

In Russia, Vlady gets more sympathy because of his nationalistic policies. Well, i don't want to use the term ultranationalists because those ultries in Ukraine are really foreign backed key guys and not for Ukraine, causing the division of the Ukrajinski narod. How about CNN not mentioning what America is truly doing? What the hell some EU countries want to continue trade with Russia despite the sanctions?

A friend of mine once said,  "support the lesser evil if everything is not perfect", to which i thought of and now, i applied it on my life because there are  people who will not be perfect but will do less evil because they still think of what is truly right.

I just don't like Russia because of its ties with Iran, North Korea and China. North Korea is a rouge state and should be what America is targeting only. China has sub-standard products of course. And Iran is having its nuclear energy buildup, maybe leave them if it is not for nuclear warheads.

Whether good or bad, what Russia is doing now as 70% good and USA is 90% bad is actually what is happening. This is true, whether i like Russian foreign policy or not and America's invasion of the Ukrainian ricefields.

EU is a total mess


For the past few months, EU member states' economy are goong down bit by bit because of recessions here and recessions there. What happened to the European identity both economically and politically?

Russia didn't joined EU, Slovenia regretted, Italy's Venetia talks of independence, Spain is hammered by recession, Croatia's Adriatic coast earnings go to Germans, EU failed to make Ukraine a member state, some countries didn't adopted the EU as their currency, Serbia is on the horizon on its government or its citizens, Greek economy hard hit and elsewhere.

This are just examples of the failures made by the continuing crisis in Ukraine and the shift of power towards China, Russia and other emerging superpowers. I know why history books are there. It is to remind us of the success and failures of every government and economic structure.

In the movie "Weight of Chains," Erik Valenčič was interviewed and recalled on his time in Serbian television as a foreign audience when he asked why in Slovenia, people don't believe in EU anymore. He was cut off by an ultra liberal guy from the political party G17 Plus while explaining Slovenia lost 50,000 jobs and sold its banks to EU member states while their industry moved elsewhere. Thus, enslaving their country as a province of EU and not as a free and democratic European state.

I don't know why people doesn't care that EU is anti-European. It shows in Eurovision 2014 were Austrian LGBT singer Conchita Wurst won just because he is gay and made a political statement while the Russian singers were booed because only of the Ukrainian unrest. While Western Europe is being ultra liberal and losing its values, Eastern Europe is a battleground between true European and anti-European groups until America will side of the anti-European and pro-EU group of politicians and will make Europe a safe haven for Saudi mercenaries, Gay parade and enslaving of the people where many in the EU circles of politicians want to destroy the Eastern Orthodox Church's credibility by associating it with Vladimir Putin's pro-religious and pro-equal state structure.

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Srpska žena Lepa i slatka :)


It's an open secret i like Serbian women. They are beautiful, strong, nationalistic and religious deep inside like their Greek counterparts. I don't know much aside from asking my facebook peers in Srbija about these women. I hoped to meet one and eventually, marry her if it is God's will. It is because i admire women who are that nationalistic and strong. Serbian women also mystifies me a lot, especially someone who sends some goodnight kisses(i am a bit shy) and wishes me well often.

When a friend of mine suggested that he could introduce me to some girls there, i know there is still hope i can marry someone from this beautiful and resilient country. Maybe, she can teach me Srpski more, bring me closer to God and the traditions of Srbija both religious and social life.

I don't know more but i wish to get closer to their traditions and culture since i have a Srpski heart more and more. Although i still have a Filipino heart and a Japanese outside appearance, it will be easy for me to learn the Srpski way of life than anyone. Maybe this is what is in cased for me.

Hope my wishes come true at least.

I admire also Greek women, Georgian, Romanian and Russian women. One faith through different traditions and a strong national identity. Which i want to instill on my future children who will bear the names of the saints i will name them. Hope everyone would know that, in any 99% uncertainty, there is that 1% that is still valuable.

I wanna go to Beograd!


My personal goal to eventually visit Belgrade is very much intact. I couldn't wait for that future when i will meet some people in Srbija. When i have the chance to live there, i want to roam around the city as well, from the monasteries, churches, buildings, parks and basketball games by KK Crvena Zvezda or KK Partizan.

I would like to feel the beauty of the city itself in my heart via going to church every Nedelja, watch a basketball derby, walk and ride through the beautiful places and, meet my Srbi prijatelji there eventually.

I am too optimistic when it comes to be going there in the future but i hoped that, it will be a reality. For a foreigner that uses a Serbianized name on his Facebook, it would be a pleasure to go there and live for 2 weeks and hopes to meet my future wife there. I would be happy if i can see the Beograd version of zima and if i have a girlfriend there, take some selfies with her, flanked with perpetual snow all over.

Whenever i think of Beograd, only good things come to my mind and not some negative things. It is because despite the wars and natural disasters that plagued/razed it, it is being rebuilt faster like a resurrection of  Phoenix. In short, Beograd is the true Phoenix in Europe.

So, let's feel srećan or happy when we eventually meet there in Beograd and let's cherish a Serbian life to the fullest!

Saturday, May 24, 2014

Raspeto Kosovo-Gospodi Pomiluj


As i continue my activism for Srbija, this is one of my contention against things like America will save us or EU is doing good for Europe or wars of interventionism. Well as history is distorted the way it shouldn't be by selfish people and multinational companies, what we will be learning about this article is not just biased ones but true historical facts that will make you aware of Kosovo as Srbija's srce or heart.

What we knew that Serbs made bad things is somehow, American propaganda to pretend that it is jumping in for the Albanians' interest but for itself and playing enemies and villains alike.

Have you ever heard of 1389? Blackbird fields? Where my patron saint, Sveti Knez Lazar and his men sacrificed against the much larger Turkish Ottoman warriors but proved that he desired a Godly kingdom than his temporary one. After around 1450's, Serbia was occupied and the Serbs were either forced to convert to Islam or migrate or pay huge taxes to stay. When Srbija regained it's Jerusalem in 1912, the Serbs were few and many of the people are Albanians. After WWII, Albanians poured into Kosovo, making an all Albanian Yugoslavian province with its own rights, newspapers in Albanski, of course. While the Albanians were multiplying, the Serbs were either going away in fears for their life or stay with the enemy. The mistake of Josip Tito was evident. He declared Vojvodina and Kosovo autonomous provinces, hence a trait of a true republic within a republic. During the time of Slobodan Milošević as Yugoslavia's breakup, he stripped the autonomy of Vojvodina and Kosovo. The Albanians did revolt but some who were loyal to Yugoslavia remained quiet and supported Slobo instead. What happened is that, Bill Clinton who was on the limit with the Monica Lewinsky affair decided to add Serbia to the list of targeted countries. First was removing the dreaded Kosovo Liberation Army(KLA or UCK) from the terrorist hit list and made Slobo the enemy of all. Second was creating a bombing campaign that bypasses UN charter law and using illegal cluster bombs. I am not saying i am a Slobo fan but the Račak massacre by Serbian soldiers is staged by the KLA and a false pretense to bomb a nation that never threatened everyone. As the bombing campaigned killed thousands of civilians, NATO was brutal to bomb even hospitals, tv stations, food and water factories. Not to mention the car factory of the "Yugo" and the cigarette factory in Niš was bombed for "killing" Albanians, so they have to bomb it. So does the Chinese embassy that did not attacked NATO planes. As people supported Slobo, the western media covered only Albanian refugees. Only if they know the 2004 pogrom against Serbs which numerous churches and monasteries were destroyed or burned or damaged. One of the infamous bombing is the 2001 Podujevo bus bombings where civies were just on the way to Gračanica for a pilgrimage when Albanians set up a bomb to kill innocent Serbs. As Serbs flee, Albanians take over homes and educate their young that Serbs are to be killed and for a pure ethnic Albanian state. If you don't know Madeleine Albreight or Wesley Clark or Hashim Thaci, you need to know this! Hashim Thaci, the current prime minister of Albania is a well known KLA terrorist leader and an organ theft. He is nicknamed "the snake" like a robber or a dirty killer. As Kosovo unilaterally declared independence in 2008, it would be a precedence of something bad for innocent Serbs but also Albanians that are not in favor of the majority and some well known Albanian journalists for the Serbs' cause were killed by the KLA to be silent from talking their hearts of what is truly happening. While in the trial of Ramush Haradinaj was lost, he is free to kill Serbs more and more. 

So when i did not include something here, i forgot it. But this is what i totally knew about the subject and, a summary i can share for the lives of the remaining Serbs of Kosovo. Please read and share this and have a common solidarity with the Serbian people.

The song of my life


Everyone could notice why i am a guy fully loaded with rock songs on my laptop or my iphone. I would tell them, i am an avid rock fan or someone that enjoys the loud and heart pumpin' guitars and heavy drum beating. I will not deny it because this is how i am no matter what and how people will tell me this, or that. Before and after work, i will play the song "Metalingus" by the band AlterBridge, which Adam "Edge" Copeland used as a wrestler since 2004 till his subsequent retirement in 2011 and as a special guest.

The song's lyrics is what i am rooting always and has allusions to my personal life. I love this line always: "On this day, i see clearly. Everything has come to life." Which is true in my personal life. I would turn the volume as high as i can to feel the song's emotions as it plays and makes my heart become excited and much emotionally powerful.

This is the song's lyrics:

You think you know me?(Edge's titantron version)

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

I've been defeated and brought down
Dropped to my knees when hope ran out
The time has come to change my ways

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind

I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back
I'll fight to remain:

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

Fear will kill me, all I could be
Lift these sorrows
Let me breathe, could you set me free
Could you set me free

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

No matter what, this is what my heart shouts more and more as i accepted this song as my life is continually revolving.

Friday, May 23, 2014

The relics of Sv. Lazar glowed green before the great floods


I saw on facebook an entry about the relics of Saint Prince Lazar's headless relics that it glowed green before the day that disastrous floods happened. Stored in Ravanica, the relics were kept in exception to World War II and returned after the war.

I chose him as my patron saint because of his strong will and resilient attitude. It is somehow a blessing i knew his story so well that, i wished to awaken the Serbian identity in the Serbs. If there was a Filipino saint king, i would invoke his intercession.

This was probably a warning or there is a near evil. Either the Ukrainian unrest or Conchita Wurst winning or world poverty, his relics's miracle was a wake up call to us. Like the crying icons before Srbija was bombed by the evil NATO forces.

This is what we need to do. Simple as is. We need to return to God and pray more and more until God comes back for us. While we wait, let's live our life to the fullest.

Say NO to extremism in religion

Before, i want to be extreme or fanatic when i want to be an orthodox Christian. However, a Greek priest told me, stop that fanaticism and siding with what God did not taught us.

He alluded to those Orthodox Christians that made such schismatical moves(Old calendarists, Old believers, and those with political ambitions like the Ukrainian Orthodox Church-Kiev Patriarchate, Macedonian church, Montenegrin Church and others) that are not within church canons and hiearchy. To be fair, extremism is like attending interfaith meetings, to which i am opposed to. I am not saying what Patriarch Bartholomew did with Pope Francis is right but when some crosswd the line, it would be wrong. Or supposed nationalist Bishop Artemije met with NATO leaders who bombed his country and made anti-church moves that lead to his defrocking.

Not to mention the fights between Sunnis and Shias everywhere, notably Syria, Lebanon and diaspora countries, blaming each other of extremism, this, that and divinding Islam more. Or in Liberal or Conservative Jews. Pope Pius society against the liberalization of the whole Catholic church because of the Tridentine mass.

What leads me to that, no matter how good or bad you are, be strong always and let not others contradict or put extremism on your faith.

Be wary of China's motives


I heard news about the $400Bn deal of natural gas distribution by China and Russia. Yes i know is a way of Russian revenge on American embargo. But has Russia knew what would be happening if China turns it back on Russia? Hey, i am not to mention the Sino-Soviet split of the 1960's but i am also alluding the other BRICS nation, India to whom, China is having troubles in the Himalayas. Particularly one disputed land.

During the Sino-Soviet split, minor clashes occured in border part of Manchuria and Russian far east near Mongolio. Mongolia is a showcase of Soviet state structure against Chinese version of strict communism. China was the first to capitalize its economy after Mao's death and the Soviet system were on its last legs and ended by the ceasing of USSR. 

This leads me to one common goal. The enemy of my enemy is my friend. Let's say that the Russian and Chinesr are a bit enemies until America is a threat to their rising economy despite that Russia is trying to be a world superpower again and China is selling fake goods and invading Philippine part of Spratlys, so does Vietnamese part.

Hos Russia turned a blind eye or they have no choice but to make friends with an enemy like how China and India were even to the present time? I am the only one saying this because China deceives everyone even its own bestfriends, the reason Americans didn't care much about the Tiannamen square massacre or organ harvesting of Falun Gong.

For Vladimir Putin, be careful of China's "friendship deals" and consider it as a warning or else, China will turn its back on Russia in the future.

Thursday, May 22, 2014

The cost of greediness


Why was oil created? why on earth that people will do anything to get their hands on oil? Is it because of advanced economics or just plain greediness of every people?

Were are we? Since Saudi Arabia became an oil exporter during the 1950's, it turned the desert into an economic battlefield to were the world powers will try their best to get those dreadded oil. Iran was the viable American source of oil and boomed through an enlightened Shah until they threw him out for the Ayatollah who made American plans backfire. There are also small oil producers, one of them, Syria which the world turns a blind eye on what is truly happening.

Remember the Ba'ath party? I haven't researched it well but their motives as Arab nationalism has nothing to do with enforcing Islam or any other religion but the emancipation of every Arabs in the middle east. It is safe to say that Arab nationalism made oil just an ordinary resources until Americans and other big powers have tried their best to get Syrian oil. What is worst is that, the world doesn't know that Syria is a rubrics cube for American and Turkish ambitions by sending mercenaries to help the Fake Syrian Army but failed miserably.

Well, anytime, another Račak(staged genocide in Kosovo by using fake bodies of mercenaries as victims) is looming in Syria and Ukraine, America is showing how it cares less for its people. Ron Paul once said, "promoting democracy is killing democracy". Turkey will provoke Syria while NATO are establishing bases near Russia and will stage another "genocide" to pose as an act of treachery and self-indulging moment of happiness by these greedy people.

If you didn't know Cain and Abel in the bible, Cain was jealous of his younger brother Abel, the reason he killed him. Or the tower of Babel. where God made multiple languages to confuse human. That is when humans go beyond what they have in life.

I am concerned that, in my home country, people do this parading of a black statue of Christ(Nazareno) but they use it for personal gain and not for the better of this nation. Even politicians are scrambling for their pork barrel. The news about artists are much better than solving the crisis in water and electricity.

While those happen, natural catastrophies happen elsewhere. Would we wait for the worst part to happen or we take action? Ok, i am a single person making propaganda stuff but this is my goal. To wake up everyone like a few would want, an ideal society where greed has no place and everyone are equal.




West denies Jacenjuk regime as fascists


So, BBC and CNN continue to describe foreign backed Fascists in Ukraine as peaceful protesters even when these right wing parties are known to them. So why the West wants the Yatsenyuk regine to continue?

Of course, geopolitical strategic interests.

By using these huge media outlets, NATO and EU are having a field day on making Russia a villain. Brainwashing the Ukrainians to think that the American money by the IMF will help them avert the oil crisis these selfish people created, unless you count that, Russia wants Ukraine pay the debt to its oil importation or else, bye bye EU's oil source.

If not oil, Ukraine has a rich ricefield and fertile plains to the envy of Barrack Hussein Obama's America that continues to decline in the Stock exchange. I thought before that, Serbia is the bottom or second step on the staircase to Russia but now, it seems that Ukraine is the true bottom step towards Russia.

And i wonder about something.

CNN is ignoring the Ukrainian fascistic parties. Is this the free media? If i have a chance to talk to Barrack Obama, i wil ask these questions:

1. Why is America interfering on Ukraine's internal affairs?
2. Why your government supports the Ukrainian fascist parties?
3. Why the media mentions that the Odessa victims started the clashes and not the military junta?
4. Haven't you known what happened in 1999 and your vice president Biden made racist remarks against Serbs?
5. Are you only after Russian oil and Ukrainian ricefields?

Please share this and may those evil men know what they are doing.

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Three days of Mourning


As expected, Republika Srbija declared three days of mourning in effect from May 21, 22 and 23.

This is a time of grief for the Serbian nation as it tries to rebuild from the destructive rains that pillaged almost the entire nation. This is not a time to argue or make some political statements for everyone concerned. This should be the time that everyone will help each other. 

We can help this tiny yet resilient nation to recover from donations(of every kind) and prayer. As the day passes by, i am hoping that every town not just in Serbia but in Bosnia and others that were affected also would be rebuild. 

No matter what for the Serbs, be strong. Be resilient. Let not bombs nor rains destroy this proud and strong country but make them stand up against all the challenges that will be unravaled all the way.

For the Serbs, think of what St. Sava built for this people and let not every single catastrophe destroy this beautiful and proud country.

Marriage is sacred


Wedding is a joyous day in every companionship life. What is in stored there is for the future. Loving each other, having babies, working together for the success of their offspring and much more, their lifetime contract to God which means till death do as apart.

During my past entries about my ideal wedding, i described my ideal future wedding as an Orthodox Christian one. Although for now, it is just a dream.

What i don't like about the situation in this modernized world is that, many people think too much of money and tend to forget the true meaning of a good  marriage. There are some questions raised as well like, "is he/she the one?" or "is he/she rich?" or this and that. What kind of mentality are those? For me, i wouldn't mind if she is rich or poor as long as she is the woman i want to love and love with through pain and joys. 

Some weddings are shotguns as well or just because of VISA or just because of any stupid reason i knew ever since i was a kid! Hasn't they learned the true essence or they just weren't educated enough at home?

If someone would ask me about wedding, it is my forever or lifetime contract to God. It is not meant to be broken or a subject to divorce but, of true Christian family through pains and joys, hardships and success, trials and wins. It is not a man made part of our life secularly but spirituality. And i will tell him/her that, only scared/opportunistic people divorce for another person. My views on wedding actually differs from my dad but i know what good things are and those who seize the opportunity to make pleasures of themselves.

Whether your a Christian or a Muslim or Jew or any religion it doesn't matter as long as you have the good ideals and sacred heart to fulfill your wedding vows because God will be the only one who will know that you value your marriage enough to be called a good father or mother.

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Why i am using Srpski exonyms






This is not a secret to most people who knew me so well and countless Serbs that see my pro-Serbian stance all through out this year and as early as 2010. I am frank that i display the three fingers anytime(political and religious sign of the cross), speak a little bit Serbian(the ones i knew well), trying to memorize the anthem "God of Justice" and everything Serbian.

My name in Facebook is Pavle Lazar Garsijanović. I used those name since it has a meaning as well. Pavle is the Serbian of Paulo, my real name(Paulo Rafael), Lazar is the Serbian of Lazarus, and the name of the Saint-Prince that fought in the battle of Kosovo, 1389 and the saint i am rooting for and asking for God's intercession through his prayers. Garsijanović is the Serbianized form of my surename Garcia but i added it with the suffix "-vić" which means the son of or from the family. I joked about the fact that, i want to make a new Serbian clan named "Garsijanovići", the only foreign-born Serbian clan that has Filipino, Japanese and Spanish roots. But i wish that my children be taught of English, Serbian and Japanese at an early age, learn how to practice the faith and Serbian identity well and know Japanese culture as well.

And on my wallet, i am hiding from my parents, Serbian mini icons of Isus Hristos, Bogorodice and other saints in the Orthodox church. Guess that, i am really a foreign born Serbian by heart. Although some people have been a Serbophile, i am in a different way though. I hoped this articles of mine be looked upon by Radio Televizija Srbije or Russia Today to show what kind of a country is that small Balkan country that struggles after 1999 but will be resilient and will fight for their freedom.

When people would ask me, i say that i don't know why i became a pro-Serbian activist. Which is true and, i won't lie more. I am using Serbian version of names of everyone including my friends. And another thing, i am distancing myself from my Filipino or Brazilian workmates that use Portuguese or Filipino greetings instead of just English. When someone speaks Portuguese to me, i will speak Serbian so that they would not know what i want to tell them because most of them don't know English. If to my fellow Filipinos, using Nihonggo instead of English or Filipino, i would express myself in Serbian. Too nosebleed for them though, izvinite me.

So everyone, when you would want to know more about my pro-Serbian stance, ask me. Don't be shy. I will be nice. I didn't included some of my views but feel free to have a debate.

Hvala Puno Svako +++

The world has changed, for the worst


What is going on? Civil unrest in Ukraine. World economies going down. America supports terrorists in Syria and promotes forced democracy. The media turns a blind eye against the Serbian people. China is invading the Spratlys. The rich nationa doesn't give a damn about the African continent.

Were was the richest countries in the world when we need them? G-8 became G-7 just because of Russian stubborness. Japan's tax could become 10% by August. It means hardships for numerous foreigners, even to Nikkeijins including me since most factories require fluent Nihonggo, which is very hard for me. If those factories matters money, then they hire a translator for Japanese to English. And Japanese foreign policy is against Russia despite the fact that America and EU gives money to the Ukrainian fascist regime. Has the world forgot Serbia? Flooded badly, and the world just sees what happened in Turkey? Propaganda if you know they are unfair.

The African countries need money and technology and not wars or ignorance from even Switzerland. No one knew the Rwandan genocide. Of course, during those years, the world attacked Serbia by UN sanctions. But to Rwanda, since it is not part of geopolitical interests of the greedy powers, ignore it, move away from it. Hasn't they know Alija Izetbegović sacrificed Srebrenica and let his people be killed just to get this fabricated help from the Americans? Why indict even Radovan Karadžić that is not involved? Why that Vojislav Šešelj who has nothing to do with the killings but just these speeches attacking their enemies? Why free Ante Gotovina despite being responsible for the genocide of the Krajina Serbs?

Could someone explain to me also why China is invading the Spratlys more? My Philippines is becoming poorer and poor as President NoyNoy Aquino is a head scratcher! Rapist politicians using fame to be voted.

And also, instead of feeding the poor, the  money in Swiss banks are for the richest? 

But i still hope everything will be fixed in this world. It is just, most people doesn't want a radical change to improve society and remove imperialists and dirty politicians.

Monday, May 19, 2014

Samo sloga Srbina spasava-Only Unity Saves the Serbs




  

Samo sloga Srbina spasava/Само слога Србина спасава/Only Unity Saves the Serbs
is an unofficial motto used in Serbia and a popular slogan among Serbs, often used as a rallying call against foreign domination and during times of national crisis.

The phrase is an interpretation of what is taken to be four Cyrillic letters for "S" (written С) on the Serbian cross. These symbols are more commonly known to be "firesteels" (Serbian: оцила / ocila, and were taken from Byzantine heraldry in the Late Middle Ages.
Popular tradition attributes the motto St. Sava (12th century) the first Metropolitan of Žiča and Archbishop of Serbs of the Serbian Orthodox Church. According to the story, St. Sava called for the creation of an independent church in Serbia that would remain Orthodox, and uttered the phrase to urge the Serbian people to declare national autonomy and resist domination by the Roman Catholic Church.

This song, i have this on my iphone and if i had the chance to play it, i will. Besides, it is one of the songs i am rooting for besides the "God of Justice" and others. I will not let my heart for this country diminish yet, improve more and more.

Here is the lyrics by the Serbian rock band, :

English

Only Unity Saves the Serb

I know that everyboy is against Serbia
But the Serbs are fed up
I know that there's an agreement with Heaven:
Who hits you with a rock, hit him with bread
But until when (can it go on like that), until when
The whole World is beginning to hate us
And everybody was very quick,
And on every one of our symbols
They're throwing bombs, sticks and stones
But until when, until when
Chorus:
Now that they are dropping bombs on us
Serbs are no longer fighting each other
Because our motto is
That Only Unity Saves the Serb
That Only Unity Saves the Serb
All those that we once defended
Would now like to bury us
They'll scratch themselves even where it's not itching
Only when they realize who the Serbs are
The'll understand one day, they'll understand one day
There's is no greater tragedy
Than being from Serbia
Today the whole world is rooting
for the dismantling of Yugoslavia
But it can't go on like that, it can't go on like that
Chorus
Let them land on the ground
Then, instead of singing
I'll look them in the eyes
And shoot without hesitating
Hey, it could be done like that, help us God
Chorus
Chorus

Знам да су сви против Србије
али Србима дозлогрдило је
знам да постоји договор с' небом
ко тебе каменом, ти њега хлебом
али докле тако, али докле тако
Читав је свет почео да нас мрзи
и сви су били веома брзи
и на свако наше знамење
бацају бомбе, дрвље и камење
али докле тако, али докле тако
Реф.
Сад кад нас бомбама гађају
Срби се више не свађају
јер наше гесло саопштава
да само слога Србина спашава
да само слога Србина спашава
Сви они које смо бранили
сада би нас сахранили
чешаће се где их не сврби
тек када схвате ко су Срби
једном ће схватити, једном ће схватити
Нема горе трагедије
него бити из Србије
данас цео свет навија
да се разбије Југославија
али не може тако, али не може тако
Реф.
Нека се спусте на земљу
онда ћу уместо певања
погледати их у очи
и пуцати без оклевања
е, тако већ може, помози нам, Боже.

For every Serbs out there, this is one of my favorite songs that make me feel like i am protecting this beautiful and resilient country.

This is Alarming for Srbija






First, the Mlava river broke through the sandbag shields near the Kostalac power plant near Bradarac and Drmno in eastern Serbia. It would mean that, the shield to protect the said plant could be in danger again, like in a few days ago. At these rate, even the people inside evacuate every machine they can remove from danger. After shutting down the Nikola Tesla power plant in Obrenovac, the power supply would be in danger more.

Second, Minister without portfolio Velimir Ilić mentioned that it would take to at least 4-5 years to revive the whole agriculture sector. By washing away the crops, it would make people lose not just cash but their own source of food. Whether he said any reason, the water levels are just too high even for any large trucks, so the army with helicopters can reach towns that are badly affected.

What would these mean for Srbija?

As Novak Đoković is trying to do everything to spread the plight of Srbija, i will do my best as well even not a Serb myself. They need every help from clothes to food to boats, helicopter and any other useful equipment available. If you have nothing but you want to help, continue to pray for them and Bosna and others who were dearly affected by these tragic events.

Nastaviti molitva za Srbija i Bosna! +++

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Solidarnost

People helping each other to build sandbag shields against the waters near Sremska Mitrovica(picture courtesy of Countries that have not recognized Kosovo Facebook page)

From what i learned from this facebook page "Countries that have not recognized Kosovo", the Balkan neighbors helped Srbija and Bosna, ranging from Hrvatska to Makedonija and others.

That is from Wikipedia, but were is Albania? Japan, the country i am right now is fair enough more, sending money to both Bosna i Srbija. Where are the other countries not mentioned there or even helping without the news? Can't even other rich countries send help? If you would ask me, i will help them if i am there.

Good for Srbija is that, almost everyone helped from within. Notable Delije and Grobari supporters, KK Crvena Zvezda players, OFK Beograd, Dejan Lazarević(lost during the rescue efforts) and others. Even people helped animals and animals helped each other as well.

Yet, CNN and BBC is idle when reporting about the flooding, which was criticized so much by Serbian Tennis Champion Novak Đoković, describing the lack of reporting by this big news outlets as idle. Good thing that, more people who loved Srbija and knew the Balkans(Bosna too and others) prayed for the people affected and donated what they can donate for them. I actually envy those who donated everything or what they can do because i have to hide from my parents this love and support for Srbija. Yet, the only thing i can give Srbija i Bosna is, Molitva. Yes, Molitva is the Serbian term for a prayer. Sincere prayers will strengthen the people affected to stand up and fight the rising waters as they will live on after everything would be fine.

Molim, Molitva Za Srbija! Hvala Ti

I contacted my Srbi brate i sestra just this Saturday(May 17th) with effort and continuity since, i cared for their country and if they are in good hands. Some of them are safe, but most are affected by these rising waters. I also learned from a friend, Tami, that the Meteorological agency used the name "Tamara" so she was a bit unwell. I told everyone i knew that, Help is On the Way or i will pray for their safety or any goodwill thoughts from my heart to make sure there spirits will high.

Continue helping Bosnia and Serbia to fight the rising waters of the Sava and Danube and pray for their safety more and their strength!

Hvala Svako moja brate i sestra +++