Neoprostiv/Unforgivable

I have a strong stance when it comes to Milosrdni Anđeo. Not only because of the lies were made to justify the bombing but because of that, the Srbi are being treated like second class citizens in Kosovo. And the NATO gangsters continue their rampage so that every European state become one of its own kind.

At Budva, Crna Gora, NATO secretary general Jens Stoltenberg made hypocrisy by "apologizing" to those that lost loved ones, little people know this is a true hypocrite, reading his script to try and get the attention of the Crngori.

Here is the hypocrite's words:

 "the goal and purpose of NATO's air operation was also to protect civilians - and we succeeded in that." 

Furthermore, NATO "made every effort" to prevent the loss of innocent lives, he said, and added: 

"Unfortunately, in the concrete case we could not avoid the suffering of civilians. I sincerely regret that. The goal of the operation was certainly to establish peace." 

Peace?! by bombing civilians than the intended target?!?! That's peace for you!

Protect?! by saving the lives of thousands of Albanian Muslim Jihadists to further NATO's ISIS training even before it happen?

NATO, killing lives and protecting Islamic terrorists since 1999.

Forgiveness is not easy to give

For the past few days, i asked a lot of friends if i made the right decision of forgiving her or not. I did but i pondered everything because I am too much of a hero all the time or sometimes, an anti-villain. What made me ponder to much is how fast she asked for it. I don't know her motives yet and if she leaves me again, I will let her be.

But if her sorry was sincere, would I wait and wait and wait until she really changed?

The thing that made me think more is if she will repeat her mistakes. I am not a hypocrite but speculates more. I do love her but I wish to see more of her actions than words.

It's not easy to forgive someone that took away something very important for material matters but my inner Heart and my weakness makes me like this always.

This is CONFUSING

I thought it was the right time to move on. I thought she would not mail and apologize to me. I thought everything was OVER. And then out of nowhere, she mailed me and my whole life became more confused because i wasn't prepared for this.

Confusing is the fact that she mailed me a lot of times goodbye and other hurtful things.

Is it really that easy to forgive? I admit i have feelings for her but i cannot forgive that she aborted the baby. It is just i have this feeling that no woman wants to have a relationship with me and i have this feeling of she is my soulmate no matter what happens today, sounds confusing?

See, I am a guy that is week in women or in true sincerity. I may have to see if she is very sincere now because it is hard to instill values on someone's prideful head this and that without forcing the person to do it. It's hard and i will not force anything unlike before.

When she apologized, it was like sincere and she even sent me a picture of me and her. And she missed my body, since she feels it is very warm and she feels love everytime I am near her.

It makes me think that Love moves in a mysterious way. Or God has some plans for me and her more than what happened in the past few months.