A Future worth Sacrificing

As time passes by, I ponder on a future wedding I work, pray and hope for. Of course, life is much harder this generation than the previous ones. But I won't make politics on this article. It's just, having a family is very sacred and important. It provides happiness to all and an inspiration. So, does almost killing yourself at work to earn a lot or praying and going to church is necessary for that future?

I say, YES.

Despite the rising taxes and the hardships of being alone, I strive to make sure I won't be complacent when big-time money comes to me. I have to earn more, because a wedding is not just that word I can't say since it' a family show or for visa or money; but for the future with happiness and love. I've got to show my love for my girl, because she is my chosen future. Of course!

I am a man, and it's what a man must do and never forget!

The future awaits

It's been fun being back to write a lot of articles and to let known my cause as well. It's exciting how I start to recover from the turbulence that I experienced but it's worth it. I just ponder a lot but I may learn not to overstress myself because life has a lot of challenges we may or not like. That's true indeed, that's why I am looking ahead for a brighter future.

The future for me is vague but I know I can do it since no one can stop my evolution. It may start once I am born again as a Christian or how I handle my secular life. 

What I felt when I was with my ex and my parents was like human jail because he other wants to force things while the other stops your supposed evolution. But because of bad things, good things can happen. You learn not to be buried from it as time goes by but don't forget where you came from since your descendants will ask the same thing over and over again either to your annoyance or joy.

Never Give Up

My motto for 2015 should be never give up. While i celebrated New Year with my girl, i ponder i can do things on my own and, i am getting older and tougher.

Maybe because being with her felt i am more powerful and i can become more of me than my parents or my enemies. Experience is the best teacher after all. You can't gain it by just a period but after all tough moments that will either haubt you forever or make you stronger.

I wish this year, i can be with her and marry her without any problems. I truly loved her and this is no joke but a manifestation of God's love for us that we shouldn't seek visa or money matters when we love from our hearts.

Nada za budućnost

Having no regrets even if there is still a long way to go, i am hoping for a much better thing to happen. I will not let things slip anymore because i made a promise to God. That is, show everyone what true love and reject any means of hatred. I am very happy that i met her. I am happy she is willing to sacrifice for me too because i am sacrificing more for my future and not just for the present times. I will never forsake things now because every moment counts and every tears will be converted to smiles, an honest smile.

Despite the impure generation's insincerities, i am willing to go through the pains set for me. This is because no one will be a better person without pain and tears. I am dependent so much all my life but i will not go astray from my path but no matter how far it would be, i will love her so much because this is my future and happiness.