Why the Hague tribunal is a Sham

I would not hide this for long. If most Serbs would know, Slobodan Milošević is tried for the crime he did not commit. Genocide. He is a madman but didn't even lay a finger on the Albanians in Kosovo. He just ordered the Yugoslavian Army to counter attack the terrorist Kosovo Liberation Army till American intervention dashed his protection away. After being toppled by that pro-American Vojislav Koštunica, he was sent to the Hague as a gift by the traitors in Serbia, who wished a pro-EU integration. Even the assasinated Zoran Đinđić is also pro-EU and Pro-West! Of course!

Why was also Ratko Mladić and Vojislav Šešelj in the Hague as well? I discussed that in my previous article about Šešelj being the fall guy for pro-EU ambition and not citing his nationalisitic speeches. One of his famous speeches is "we shall avenge the blood of the Serbs", that was during the breakup of Yugoslavia. Yet, why is Stjepan Mesić free? Why Franjo Tuđman not Alija Izetbegović not tried for their war crimes? Why Ante Gotovina is a free man? I demand a better ruling on this on behalf of the Serbian people! 

Of course, the NATO members created the ICTY to try not those who truly committed crimes of genocide but those only by the Serbian "radicals" as most "free" people knew it. But when time comes, those who were truly responsible of enslaving and selling the Serbian people will go down to hell and to their LGBT, racist and anti-religious ways!

Vučić i Nikolić treba biti oboriti!

If they continue these missteps on Serbia, Tomislav Nikolić and Aleksandar "Superman" Vučić should be overthrown. I tell you. They should be toppled by the Serbian people! Well, they want these delusional EU pat which is totally anti-European by any means. Nikolić deserves a beating from the people like what happened at Gazimestan as he got shouted as a traitor, which he truly is! He denies it but he is one big lier and a traitor!

Addressing those who booed and shouted improper comments labeling him as a traitor, the Serbian president said that "feuding Serbian lords joined forces at this site in 1389 to fight against the powerful Ottoman Empire." In response to the booing crowd which bore the symbols of Obraz and other right-wing organizations, Nikolić said that they were "out of their mind but that he forgives them because they know not what they are doing and are labeling as traitors the people who want to help them."

Ok, this traitor is also delusional as well. Unlike Superman, he is much more hated than what he shouldn't be hated for. I think being either pro-Russian and pro-EU cannot be at the same time. Why not a neutral path instead were it can control its own trade, control its own government and retake Kosovo and remove Vojovdina's autonomy! This way, the state would be centralized and not being a base for some separatists.  Separatism is a major issue in Vojvodina. Kosovo being sold out by Superman and Nikolić while the flood victims are not being hastily helped by these traitors instead! How i hoped these traitors would be overthrown in a few years to remove imperialistic foreign powers and the anti-European EU path!

Arab Unity is important

Due to the ISIS invasion of 60% of Iraq, Syrian Arab Army trying to wipe out the genocidal Fake Syrian Army and Muslims from around the world(even by Bosniaks!) went to these places ina form of Jihad. But do these terrorists knew how Muslims(Sunni and Shia) and Christians(Greek and Syriac Orthodox and others) coexisted before the Ottoman invasions or any wars America jumped into? Of course history don't lie. 

The church of the Holy Sepulchre was even protected by Muslims from destruction and the Aramaic languages still exist as the Liturgical language for Greek, Syriac and Coptic churches in the holy land. During the Egyptian unrest, Copts and Muslims stayed side by side against either Morsy's Muslim brotherhood or Muslim extremists or the Military Junta of course. That is brotherhood at its finest!

The biggest challenge we see now is how Syrians are united against the FSA's dirty war or Iraq's future. Christians in Iraq are fleeing and the ISIS are continuing to advance. The Iraqi army is fleeing like cowards unlike the Kurdish soldiers. They won't even back down. Unless that unity will happen, we could see another Afghanistan or Mali or Kosovo! 

Marijuana legalization is a mess

Well, i wouldn't be on the mood to write this due to my personal problems but let me tell my insights about this one. I may ask my readers if they will choose to stay healthy or become a marijuana dependent people. If i would be using drugs, i won't even use illegal ones. That's why it is not LEGAL! But here's the thing though, even if it is legal, i won't use Marijuana.

Despite many health benefits marijuana had, too much of it can cause brain damage. Imagine the quote, "too much love can kill" or the deadly effects of too much painkillers ingested. That's my rough yet literal explanation.

I just felt awkward when Barrack Hussein Obama legalized this. After that, taxpayers were more robbed by the Federal government in just days! Days i tell you! In Colorado, the State is getting more than $4 Million in cash due to Marijuana. So, i came to a conclusion that it is the tactics of the Democrats to get more money.

Hasn't the Democrats knew how many people are starving in America or paying the price of injustice or suffering from low wages? Maybe they care about the escalating the crisis in Syria, Ukraine and a possible Iraq invasion 2.0(Russia is reluctantly helping there too) or creating a world domination. Obama doesn't care about the multi-ethnic American people but likes to destroy it for his Eastward expansionist policy.

Depression is slowly killing me

The past few days are a killer to my already battered emotions. Even if i tried my best to hide my depression from most people that know me, i have to tell everyone. Hiding this won't help but would develop an emotional death if unchecked. Some friend of mine told me that medicines would be harmful even if it is prescribed by professional doctors. If i would take some of those, it is not far i will be another Michael Jackson or other celebrities that died from too much stress.

About my family, they still like to put the clamps on me and not let me break out from shell. The reason i see life a game, unless someone would love me sincerely. I put my anger and sadness from my parents to my speed for my work even if it is difficult. Most people see me as a dedicated man for my work regardless of where i am into. Yet, when someone i truly love is not giving me enough time to be there for me emotionally, my depression would trigger.

As if, i want to cry and cry until that day would come i will be a man. When i get depressed, it is so much to be ignorant. My right wrist is in a lot of pain but mom thinks i only want sympathy. It caused me to break down secretly. Now i know my mom is not someone to support me. Dad either who sees my everyday life as a suspicion. My sister is somewhat of a gossip girl and i won't even want to open up this to my family because they don't understand what i truly desire in my life.

I have a more difficult relationship with someone like a complicated Facebook status. I won't specify but it kills me as well. If she doesn't give me that emotional lift, i would rather withdraw myself from society more and more. If she will not talk to me, i would rather ask God to have my life cut short by a brutal accident. Like how i see those graphic Romanian accidents on a highway and funerals i wished i am the person inside that coffin and those who truly cared for me till the end will cry that i am too young for this.

Whatever future i will have, i desire the future and not my past and my present!

Danas Vidovdan

I will always remember this date. Vidovdan. It is not just the political celebration of the but also the Slava of St. Vitus as well and the memorial day of Saint Prince Lazar and his soldiers during their sacrificial battle at Kosovo.

Many events that occured coincidentally from the sacrifice at Kosovo to the Montenegrin independence happend all throughout history. If I would be asked why in the future, i would celebrate Vidovdan, one thing is what i would amswer. The feast day of Saint Prince Lazar according to the Srpska Pravoslavna Crkva, marked this day if the Julian Calendar would be used but if i prefer June 15, i may as well.

I may ask my Srpski prijatelji more when i get there to properly celebrate Vidovdan in honor of my future patron saint. Despite my turbulent week and emotional distress, i pray continually to God for Saint prince Lazar's intercession and to give me strength throught the many challenges that will unfold in my life. If there would be a one time i may visit Srbija, i hoped it will be Vidovdan week and go on a pilgrimage that will make me a strong person by heart. By all means, Vidovdan is not just a political but more on religious celebration as well. We have options but i will prefer the religious one.

May this day as a whole be a source of strength to the Serbian people and to those who looked upon their medieval heroics and spiritual strength all through out the years.

Why i always love older women

From the movie "Summer of 42"

This could be my embarrassing post ever. Well, i won' even lie to people because liers go to hell. I never fall in love until i was like 9 or 13. It was a vague story even to me because i have too many things to think these days than most of my colorful past.

All i can mention is that when i was 9, i saw this Math Teacher. She was the most beautiful woman i ever saw. No pun intended because i was still a kid back then. I was too innocent. Then came another teacher when i was 13. It made my whole life crazy ever since. I fell in love with another math teacher but this time, married. Whoa. I gave her some secret letters and this, i don't know what are they and the school called my mom secretly. When i came home one day, she was crying and she told me not to talk to her. Hey, i did and i was ashamed. Although one year later at an academic competition i am representing for the History subject i am part of, i saw her on a window and bid me goodluck. I was like, blushing since i never talked to her since those incident.

I choose older women because i felt they are mature, sweet, passionate and loyal. And when she made love with me, i will give my very best to make her my baby and to make her feel i am old enough to be a man and not younger than her.

Ever since, i had my first girlfriend during my final year in my High School, she was 5 years older than me although it lasted a month. My next one is during the same year, 8 years older than me but she broke up with me by pretending to love me and show i am just a friend to her in just 5 months! I almost committed suicide after because of the heart brake she caused my young heart. She was the girl i gifted a lingerie set. I was 16 and under aged but wanted to marry her and have kids with her one day. I had another girlfriend, a single mom but exchanged me for a tomboy. My next one is 4 years older than me, who kissed me much better than my 2nd ex but when my dad discovered i am not Catholic(i am in Japan and she was back in my homeland), she sacrificed it to save me from my dad. I will have my 5th but i chose to break up because of her attitude of breaking me up, deleting or any means of hurting my feelings.

As of now, i am happy with although missing my girl. I don't want to lose her just because of any circumstances. When i love, it means i will give my very best for her even if i will suffer some injuries or emotional breakdowns, i will fight and she is motivation. I hoped one day, she will be the girl i will introduce to God at the altar and i will kiss, hug and have babies with. Love is blind, even if she is older than me by a year, i don't mind because i love unconditionally.