Heartbroken

I am going at it again. Being in a heartbroken state, i am going through depression. I am fighting it but for how long will i survive? I wish i never met her if in the end, she will hurt me. I feel stupid and ashamed of that. I carried the burden of her lie all along and that is the price of being a good man and trying to instill a never say die attitude. 

Maybe i am cursed in lovelife. Long ago, i accepted that curse because i never win in tht field. When will i find the woman i want to be with in the future. I am the man known to be forgotten by my lovers and being left out. Which i want to erase but still i can't make it on my own terms. How can i be able to see that girl i need in life?

Treasure

What is the greatest treasure in life for you. We can say money, or being a successful politician or actor or anything. Which reminds me, there are much better things to treasure than plain money. I've never wanted a treasure that fades like money but will be there through the passing and birth of my descendants. No doubt my life is somehow nothing unless someone would write it once and for all.

For me, friends, family and God's will are the greatest treasures in my life. It defined what i am now. Without them, i am nothing. They write every entry on my diary as if they knew me or wants to make me a much better person than this.

So why would be turning on to some people that truly cares for us?

Velika nevolja za Košarkaški Reprezentacija Srbije

After the stupified incident that made headlines in Košarkaška Srbije topics, it made me think Vladimir Micov is not doing his job well as a part of the preliminary squad. The thin Swingman position is getting thinner that Nemanja Bjelica is forced to play as a Small forward while Stefan Birćević and Luka Mitrović could be inexperienced in the bigger stages. I wonder were is Duško Savanović or Novica Veličković or even Dejan Kravić. Nemanja Nedović injured and not participating, Miloš Teodosić and Bogdan Bogdanović has their hands full against much better international players. 

What happened during that loss to New Zealand? 

The 29-year old forward wasn’t satisfied by the way that the coach of Serbian national team used him and shouted at him. Djordjevic reacted and Micov left the court. This action led the new player of Galatasaray out the squad for the World Cup.

After the game, Đorđević was very hard against his player who left Hala Pionir: “His short career in the national team has been completed. At the moment when he threw the towel, I stopped counting on him. He didn’t want to turn around when I called him. This jersey was worn by much larger names than him”.

Some of those who wore no. 5 are Predrag Danilović, Vlado Šćepanović, Veselin Petrović, Dejan Koturovič, Milenko Tepić and Nemanja Krstić.

Since the retirement of Dušan Ivković from the national team, the coaching system is in mess. Selecting Đorđević could mean a lot simce he knew Duda's system and the discipline he got. Of course Duda once said, the generation of Vlade Divac is much better than Miloš Teodosić's ones but if the new generation can be much better, every trouble now would mean nothing.

Cheating

Rampant cheating. Good old school days. Even the top of the class gives some cheat when the teacher is not looking. Even economists or politicians cheat. Even couples cheat each other if they are not satisfied.

History has a lot of people cheating. Some folk stories. Even in the bible, there are bible verses mentioning and criticizing cheating. I cheat, but in my hair against the world only. How in the world cheating has been someone's rule. Maybe because of being strict or people just can't do something without. 

Cheating is bad but unless there are good things to happen, all of these things will disappear for good.

Short message to Superman

Superman is crazy for both EU and Russian aid or trade relations. How's that gonna affect his stupid mind? I maybe sick and tired of himself being a Superman in Serbian politics but how about the People's will?

Hey Mr. Vučić, if your listening, i have a short message for you:

Have you known what Kosovo meant for the Serbian people? Have you known how terrorists from Albania funded by America and EU are the ones you are negotiating with? What are you doing for the victims of the Serbian floods back in June? Why is the Dinar plummeting despite some promised trade with the EU? Haven't you forgotten what America and the EU powers did to your country?

Slavic Brotherhood prevails

I don't know if this news got into the Western media. What amazes me here is that, the Slavic brotherhood prevails than the selfish interests of outside forces. This means there are some Ukrainians who believed in that Slavic brotherhood system than what the EU is telling. It could be only in Eastern Ukraine but it sure is one powerful statement to the world that, Russia is not invading that portion of Ukraine even if i am a critic of Vladimir Putin but more on Barrack Hussein Obama.

“We express our satisfaction that the Russian humanitarian aid for those in need in southeastern Ukrainian south-east has been delivered as intended. We were motivated only by the goal of helping civilian citizens in need,” the statement read.

All trucks have returned empty, Ukrainian and Russian border guards confirmed, Russian Deputy Emergency Minister Eduard Chizhikov said.
“There were 227 trucks in the humanitarian operation participating in the operation, and they have all returned. All those vehicles have been searched by the representatives of the customs and border control, both on the Ukrainian and Russian side. No issues have been pointed out. All vehicles were empty upon returning, and the media representatives checked that, too, while they were filming the search,” Chizhikov stated.

What can we expect more? Not an invasion but helping the civilians who were cut off from power, food and water resources by the Fascists in Kiev, controlled by selfish EU and American geopolitical interests.

Sahrana-Funeral

I am not scared to die. Because if it is your time, it is unless i haven't got my own future family or being a childless man. Why i made this article? Who knows. A last couple in a while, i am in a lot of pain. Sometimes i think instead of the man inside that wooden coffin, i wish i am inside of it. I don't have the resolve to live unless there is a miracle in my life. 

If there would be my own final wish, i wish my body would be dressed in a business attire, black shoes, my hands with an Orthodox cross, an icon of St. Prince Lazar on it as well, my body draped with flowers and a blanket with the image of Christ's crucifixion. And my grave would be read as Lazar Garsijanović-Лазар Гарсијановић.

And for my 40th day of repose, i wish my living relatives would play my favorite songs in my house while they would serve my favorite dish, Paksiw to visitors as well.

Evropa ili Rusija?

Faced with a choice whether it is Russia or EU, Tomislav Nikolić and Aleksandar "Superman" Vučić must make a decision. You can't serve two Gods these days due to the crisis made by EU and Amerika. Not only Srbija wants EU path but a Russian path.

Do you think the prsedenik i premijer would even consider Russian path? I don't know because all discussed is somehow an EU path, which is disastrous. Just ask neighboring Hrvatska i Slovenija. Their economy is a living hell these days since EU markets destroy their own homegrown products.

Choosing a Russian path would mean more exports of Serbian goods elsewhere that are not part of the EU-sanctioned guidelines in the world. And uh, Serbia should take advantage of this to invade and take back Kosovo. For the sake of taking back your own Jeruzalim means a lot to your national identity.

Right now, we may criticize Superman and Toma but if they made the right decision, we will be able to correct things as what they should be.

Latvija: "Zaustaviti rat sankcija pre nego što uništava svetskih ekonomija"

This one is good, specifically how they wanted trade and not war. Nice on Latvija for giving us one powerful message between US and EU vs Russia over Ukraine.

Latvian MEP Andrejs Maminkish in an interview:

In 2014 exactly 100 years have passed since the beginning of World War I that killed millions of people and left Europe in ruins. On the eve of that war similar processes occurred when countries took “the right” steps against each other and eventually were not able to stop. It is doubtful that in the end of that war anyone remembered for what good intentions it had started,” Mamikinsh wrote in his letter.

it certainly means not just for their economy but also for the future of the world. Unlike the warring sides, they care for their lives. World War I started because of Austria and Germany's Eastward expansion and just made the Sarajevo assasination am excuse for war.

Trial and Error

What is Trial and Error. Every equation in Math, Science and even real life sequences. It is like being given a probability and you will see if you will have a success rate or not.

Like in Science. You want to know if this one is going your way or not. You have every formulas and even if it is a failure, there is this 1% chance to win, there is this small yet unexpected glimmet of hope.

How about one anime reference? Lelouch Vi Britannia and Kururgi Suzaku collaborated in that scene, taking out F. L. E. I. J. A. that is about to hit them even if their lag time is only 0.16 seconds. That is trial and error as well.

Like in love, i tried and failed miserably. I am just one of those that applies the trial and error in real life. I need to.

I love Winter-Ja Volim Zima

I hope Winter is near. This is just a short article. Stil August but i am sick and tired of sweating and having a hot head. My emotions were much controlled at Winter and that, i enjoy my time playing snowballs with friends or family members. 

It's also true that my body is not suited for warmer weathers even if i am born in a tropical country. I don't even mind to buy a lot of any gasoline type or use a lot of jackets at home. I can wear formal attires or semi formal ones if it's cold. No need to think of perspiring(except in a mall or any buildings that have heaters).

My body is quick to adapt in winter conditions. When i was a kid, i always have an airconditioner at home and at school, helping me to be accustomed in winter but losing my tropical inclined part of my body. If there would be a place i want to go, that is a hot spring or a place were a lot of snow is appearing every winter or a Serbian monastery to make me more have peace of mind, away from this sad and noisy city life.

Recognizing Kosovo is recognizing a terrorist state

Instead of helping Serbia get back Kosovo, NATO made a move that would be a precedent for other seperatism in the world and religious persecution but is that all? Maybe not.....I'd like to present:

The Kosovo Organ theft! That's right!

Since their existence as a terrorist group, the UÇK or Kosovo Liberation Army is on a tear. Killing Serbs, destroying countless monasteries, churches, houses and uh, killing Albanians that were either loyal to Serbia or would not want to support the UÇK's bloodthirsty ambitions. Bloodthirsty? Getting organs from Serb victims to sell it on the black market. Why is this brutal? Thousand Serbs in Kosovo would lose their lives just because of the Organ and Drug trade, made possible now by an independent Kosovo. Hašim Tači is one of the perpetrators along with Agim Čeku, Ramuš Haradinaj and others that involved themselves of illegal profiteering. The ICTY even denied the paper work of Carla Del Ponte that indictes the Kosovo Albanian terrorists as baseless. 

So, while we are dooped into thinking that there is an independent Kosovo, the allies just made it possible for their own interests while not understanding the true events or what travestry is happening.

Ja sam ponos Filipinci ali problema vlada i korupcija ja smetati!!!!

I won't discuss here myself as a Filipino-Japanese with some Spanish ancestry. I will discuss, my Filipino heart here. I won't lie i have some bad feelings for what is happening in my country. It is time not to see the outside of my country but more on the inside. When i was a kid, i am truly nationalistic. I read the lives about my country's heroes. I am amazed at all of them and i dreamed i want to be one of them. Fast-forward, i lost my enthusiasm in my country because of the corruption, poverty and the political conflicts, leaving the ordinary people at harm's way.

But despite it all, i hoped for a major change in my homeland. I envisioned one radical change were all would be wiped out, become a strong power and not on America's sphere on influence forever. Would i ever see that Philippines or i will die before it will happen?

I have feelings for my country still despite all. No matter what people say or what i thought of myself, i still think of myself  as a Filipino. If that revolution would happen that would revolutionize the whole 7,107 islands, i would go back and support a clean and change driven economy and political system. I would live and die for it unlike the current model. I hoped for it one day and no matter what, i will disavow any form of corruption, political dynasties and poverty all for my country.

The Philippines from BAD to WORST!

I've heard that President Benigno Aquino III wants to seek a second term, which is somehow rare in Filipino Presidential election in the post-Marcos regime. So why i am criticizing this move? His parents were even against a second term. Well, Gloria Macapagal Arroyo did it with some clean loopholes as she succeeded from Vice President to President and got a fresh 6 Year term in 2004. How about Noynoy? Is he damn STUPID that his parents were even against longer terms. Even i am against a longer term. Trying to be above Ferdinand Marcos or much worse than him is what Noynoy could be having.

Remember the Marcos years? His mistakes was his cronies and Imelda. But is it just corruption?
No! He build a lot from hospitals to bridges, trying to catch up against the other Asian countries like Japan, Taiwan, Singapore and South Korea. There was discipline and order back then. When People Power came, and there goes all economic and social success.

Where is the change everyone is expecting? Prosperity? Simple answer. Prosperity kicked for the Cojuangcos, Lopez, Tan and other rich families. How about the poor people? They lay wasted by the irresponsible politicians that just want to fight for power and not for what the people need and want for their lives. Is this the extinction of my country as China slowly invades it?

Sacrifice

That's why we must take responsibility. A words of someone that will sacrifice some things for the better of all. I haven't found a thing to sacrifice but i wish i can sacrifice those things in favor of a much better future. I don't want bad things to happen anymore but they still keep coming.

I am innocent to the point that people tend to be selfish towards my feelings. I admit i am against this selfish world but if i have to sacrifice things for a much better future for everyone, i may do. I have no choice. Would i even want a future for myself only? Of course no! But that is i would be in that kind of critical situation. Everyone needs to make that sacrifice or this world would not be a much better place to live. 

Sanctions....Waste of time!

Has Barrack Hussein Obama and his allies became obsessed in toppling Russia? I think yes. He is not even serious on his own country. What a hypocrite the US dictator is. Why? Instead of reviving a doomed US economy, he is focusing on destroying its greatest rival, brainwashing Ukrainians, Kosovo Albanians, Muslims, Jews into his own pawns and to attack Serbs, Russians, Iraqis, Syrians and Palestinians. 

Let's look at first glance. If he cares for the people, why didn't he helped the African nations stand up? Why didn't he stopped all wars? USA is the most powerful state in the world. 

Damaging world trade would just make things world. Come on Barrack Hussein Obama! Your disrupting world trade for your imperialist ambitions. It would not help but more damage the world! Countless goods are rendered expired. The welfare of the Agriculture aspect of the US is what Obama is sacrificing just to wage war on Russia. Let's face it, everyone. What's his plan is to destroy everyone even his own people.

Obama is currently widowmaking

This is short. From what i am knowing this time, Barrack Hussein Obama is sabotaging America. Not to mention the Ukrainian unrest, Syrian Civil War and the ISIS invasion of Iraq. But one things is i want to point out. Once Barrack Hussein Obama sends more troops to Iraq in a failed effort, it will cost the lives of the soldiers who doesn't want to fight a losing war.

Why is this president of the most powerful country sending troops or aid every war that is vital to US economy and not to US political game like before. I am not racist but Barrack Hussein Obama is clearly SABOTAGING the USA to make it look like Americans are invading. Is this his master plan? Socialism? Not socialism. Not Communism. But a new breed of fascism.

While trying to be the next dictator of the world, he is somehow destroying America from within in favor of fascist loyalists namely Hillary Clinton, Jen Psaki, John Kerry, John McCain and others, destroying the true America from within.

Slavic Brotherhood vs Foreign interventionism

Oj Slave! That is the anthem of the former Jugoslavija during Tito's Iron grip. How did the Slavic brotherhood formed a lot of times and being broken apart by selfish world powers?

Well, from my own point of view, the pan-Slavism i encountered im history books are defining my nationalist attitude as well.

First, i saw the Slavs occupy almost all of Central, Eastern and Southeastern Europe. There, they were divided through time, religion, politics and other factors. Out of these divisions, the Eastern(Russians, Belarussians, Ukrainians), Western(Poles, Czechs, Slovaks) and my favorite subjects, the Southern(Bulgarians, Serbs, Croats, Bosniaks, Slovenes, Macedonians, Montenegrins and the minority mixed Yugoslavs) Slavs.

Two, they developed independent kingdoms/empires much to the chargin of some empires in Western Europe. What happened on the way? Roman Pope wants it all in the Slavic lands so they were able to convert the Western Slavs and some in the Southern brothers but never conquered the Orthodox East until the Brest union. The Southern Slavs endured Ottoman and Austrian occupation until 1918.

Third thing though, the post WWI periods were somehow disastrous politically. Most of the Eastern Slavs fell in Communist hands, Western Slavs fell in selfish dictators with the exception of Czechoslovakia until Hitler invaded it and the South Slavs in chaos because of the IMRO, Ustaše and extremists all over, plauging the young Kraljevstvo Jugoslavija.

WWII and the after years before the 90's were mixed however. USSR tried to be a world power, the Western Slavs under the USSR sphere of influence while the Southern ones, Bulgaria is the only one controlled by USSR while Jugoslavija have that economic miracle by having a mixed market and socialist economy and one of the founding fathers of the non-aligned movement.

The contemporary period, the Western Slavs may be free from USSR but they allied themselves with the wrong EU and American friends, USSR broke up and making Russia weak for the first time since 1943 and Jugoslavija broke up thanks to American and EU geopolitical ambitions to further divide the Slavic brotherhood. What Amerika and EU did? Fund the pro-Western politicians in the former Jugoslavija, enslave the Western Slavs with EU economic policies and made sure Ukraine would fall in Western backed fascists. All i can say is that, Russia could be alone this time but once every Slavic state would break free from the menace EU and Američko geopolitical interests, the Slavic brotherhood could threaten the balance of power but also, be the shining light to destroy imperialism once and for all.

Moja Paksiv-My Paksiw

My own with Coconut Milk

This could be a bit tricky but, i wish everyone would get a taste of it and that, i improve my cooking as well. I am cooking this in a while. It is just i rarely had the time but let me share this. If you want to improve my cooking, you may add comments as well.

Ingredients:

1. Any Japanese fish or Filipino based fish
2. 2 Cups of Vinegar
3. Half Onion Sliced evenly
4. 1 Eggplant(To absorb any trace of the smell of fish)
5. Ampalaya(Optional)
6. Coconut Milk(Optional)
7. Ginger
8. Few tablespoon of salt

First, clean the fish or wash it with cold water. If it came from a freezer, let it defreeze until it softens up. After cleaning, put the fish in the cooking pot, so thus the sliced ginger, onion, eggplant and a few tablespoon of salt. Next, pour the two cups of vinegar simultaneously. Never put water because it could soften up the fish molecules. Turn on the stove, set it to almost maximum and let it cook until it boils. When it boils, open the cover a bit and make the fire level of the stove almost middle until 15 minutes. And lower the fire level after covering the pot, make it sure by 15-20 minutes to make the fish cook. An option for me is to put Coconut Milk after those 15-20 minutes through another 10 minutes until the dish is ready to serve.

Simple but delicious. Hope one day, i can cook it with my future wife for our children and everyone.

Growing up with Animes, Tokusatsus and J-Dramas

I may shut down criticism or pondering of everyone now on this article. I am basing some of my fashion from, either the subject of Tokus or Animes or J-Drama. It could be matching to my fashion sense. Oh, i forgot to mention that i grew up watching those three groups from Japanese culture, the reason i don't think or dress like most Filipino even if i am a Filipino by heart. Here are the lists of which i had watched before or even to the present day.

Anime

1. Gundam Seed/Gundam Seed Destiny
2. Eureka Seven/Eureka Seven Ao
3. Code Geass
4. Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni
5. Onegai Teacher
6. Ninja Senshi Tobikage
7. Voltes V
8. Yu-Gi-Oh!
9.  BeyBlade
10. Crush Gear Turbo
11. Gundam 00

Tokusatsu

1. Kamen Rider Decade
2. Goseiger
3. Kamen Rider Den-Oh
4. Kakuranger
5. Jetman
6. Go-Onger
7. Dairanger
8. Kamen Rider Black RX

J-Drama

1. 黒の女教師
2. 危険なアネキ

I watched some of those and i may watch it again because it defined some of my personality. Some good traits and values is what i see and not just some conflicts to be resolved. Of course, we are human and not really perfect but we can do good more than bad.

Enlightened Autocratism

When i posted my political views about Autocracy on Facebook, i mean enlightened autocratism and not absolute dictatorship. Why would i support brutal dictatorship if i only meant to support an absolute ruler that cares for the welfare of everyone and not of the greedy.

I was reading History books before and i saw the term enlightened despot and despot means, ruled by small group. How about the men or women during the 18th century that was a threat to the Balance of Power but made sure their respective countries would be known and improve within a short time? Not to mention Prussia or Russia or Napoleonic France are good examples but i still look forward to a better and good-hearted one. Why?

In this selfish and world full of lies, it is important now that, a strongman would fulfill the role of sacrificial and powerful dictator. A dictator that would cleanse every evil, improve the social and economical aspects of his/her country, change a weak constitution and remove any harm to the state itself.

Would my critics ask me? Of course. Autocracy has been long associated with dictators. I know. All i want is, someone would take over for the people and not for a small group of people that care for themselves.

Russian Sanctions on US, EU, Canada and Noreay could prove fatal

The dead end continues. This time Russia strikes. How would it affect the major markets albeit China and Japan.

“Imports of fish, which last year amounted to 53,000 tons, may grow two or three times. Shellfish imports might increase from 3,000 tons to 15,000-20,000 tons,” the watchdog said in a statement.

Medvedev said he sincerely hoped"our partners’ economic pragmatism will prevail over bad political decisions, and they will think before trying to frighten Russia and impose restrictions on it. And mutual trade and economic partnership will be restored in the volumes which existed before. We would have liked that to happen.”

The positive effects is mainly for Russia and some Latin American countries and the negative effects is for US and EU markets. How would it affect Russia? Boosting their agricultural sector by producing more and finding cheaper markets like the ones in Latin America to sell their goods. Also, trying a taste of Latin American products as well, improving the lives of millions of poor people there. That is what i called clean Capitalism. While for US, EU and other major markets, it would simply spell doom. Why? Russia is already a big market and not being able to sell GMO contaminant foods and some profit only products will spell doom as well in geopolitical economic ambitions by the big imperialists powers.

Just to remind everyone, i am neither pro-Russian nor pro-West but, what Russia did was right to improve small market economies and to show how they want to improve the world market structure while the selfish EU and US "capitalism" would collapse thanks to pne word, Karma.

Pravde za Tijana Jurić!

Just this morning, i saw the news that the missing Serbian girl Tijana Jurić was found dead, being buried in the town of Sombor. Tijana was last seen on July 26, 25 minutes after midnight, near a sports venue in Bajmok. Items which her mother said belonged to the girl were found on a nearby path. Immediately after her disappearance, the search included not only Serbian and Hungarian police but also Europol and Interpol, as well as an international website dedicated to missing children in Europe.

Minister Nebojša Stefanović specified during a news conference on Thursday that the suspect, who works as a butcher, first hit the victim with his car, and then when she asked for help, dragged her into the car and drove to some 10 kilometers from the town of Sombor, where he murdered and buried his victim.  Stefanović referred to the suspect as "a monster" and added that "because of such monsters and acts I am sometimes sorry that Serbia abolished the death penalty," and added that "obviously our society is not ready for European norms of behavior."

One of the most henious crimes committed in modern Serbia, it could mean people these days regardless of country or where they came from would commit those crimes no matter what. It is also a sad thing an innocent girl was killed just because of an accident and would want to go away from the responsibility. Had the people lost morality just to cover up for everything?

May your soul go to heaven now, your memories to the people that loved you will never fade and the suspect face true justice now!

How does it feel to lose someone important?

I've been through this situation a lot and i want to share my experiences. I lost friends, family members and most especially, my future. It could be hard for most people but this is what i have to tell everyone.

Most of the time i am heartbroken, so i am not new to these things. I lost opportunities because my past girlfriends would break up with me for no good reason. I felt there reason is just my young age and immaturity. I don't know if asserting myself would even up everything now. I lack the power so, it frustrates me a lot because i am often powerless. I wish now i have unlimited power so that, it will never happen.

What i am doing now is taking opportunity after opportunity and become much of an opportunist these days since i am tired of losing. I lost like, 4 girlfriends and all of them had been hard to me. I almost killed myself and i  lost the will to live. Now, i could be facing another loss and i don't know what would be me if she would leave me for another selfish reason. If that's the case, i would swim again in depression and i may suffer much worse emotional breakdown in succession.

Ratu je katastrofalan narodni Ukrajinci

So, what do we have? A human made catastrophe is on the way thanks to American and EU geopolitical ambitions. Not much of the world knew what is happening and Vladimir Putin is still the passive man he is for not even making a humanitarian rescue of the pro-Russian Ukrainians and the Russian minority. This is somehow a difficult transition for Eastern Ukrainians knowing that they are enduring the most difficult phase in the Kriza Ukrajina.

“As of August 5, Lugansk remains disconnected from electricity. The situation remains critical on the city’s territory. Lugansk is has no energy, is in a state of humanitarian catastrophe. Since Sunday, part of the population in the region’s center have been without light or water, as well as mobile and internet communication,” the statement on the city council website read.
Due to high temperatures and the damage to most community services’ cars, rubbish collection “completely stopped,” which is why the city is basically “on the brink of an ecological catastrophe,” the administration said. “Today 250,000 civilian Lugansk residents - mainly retirees and families with children who don’t have the money to leave the city and who have nowhere to go - have been the hostages to the situation: the people are forced to live in the conditions of armed clashes, with the lacking communications, the remaining nutrition disappearing from the counter of shops and supermarkets which are still working,” according to the statement.

If Vladimir Putin is caring for the Eastern Ukrainians, at least he would post an army just to safeguard civilians or even make a truce but he is still passive! Barrack Obama and his EU cohorts and Ukrainian fascist Petro Poroshenko is somewhat aggressive more and more. Does it mean justice or not?

Oluja

What is operation Storm? Simple. A military operation that just removed most of the Croatian Serbs from the Krajina. But why all the fuss? In reality, thousand Serbs were killed in this campaign and a quarter of a Million Serbs moved to Bosnia or Serbia itself. Thus making Franjo Tuđman very happy while Slobodan Milošević sold out the Krajina Serbs.

Gen. Ante Gotovina by Franjo's words ordered an all out attacked that lasted in four days, ethnically cleansing Croatia of unwanted Serbian populations to make sure an ethnically clean Croatia was sure. What stands out here is that, people never knew what it would meant for Croatian Serbs. Just ask these guys how it feels to live a Serb in Croatia and all of a sudden, no more. Siniša Mihajlović, Peđa Stojaković, Zoran Erceg, Milan Mačvan, Đorđe Gagić, Duško Savanović and others saw their ancestral homes being bombed or their fellow Serbs being ethnically cleansed for political and religious reasons.

America made this possible and this is one of Bill Clinton's first act to help the evil guys to ensure the area would be safe for free market and democratic government when it is the other way around.

Šta Car Dušan Silni vašno za Srpski Narod

Imagine if history never had great kings or emperors. Like Španija had King Carlos V, Frančuska had Napoleon I, Nemačka had Wilhelm I, UK had Elizabeth II, Rusija had Car Petar Velika, Sirija had Saladin, Mongolia had Genghis Khan, the Turkic states had Tamerlane, Grčka had Aleksandar Velika and many more in history..not to mention Rome's Džulijus Cezar or Car Konstantin Velika.

How about Srbija? There are many great kings and emperors during the medieval times but one stands out. The best there is, the best there was, the best there ever will be, Car Dušan. The greatest emperor in Medieval Srbija.

What are his accomplishments?

-Conquering much of Southeastern Europe

-Dušan's cose

-promoting the SPC from a Archbisphoric into a Patriarchate

-finished the Višoki Dečani and building of the Saint Archangels monastery

During his rule, Srbija attained the zenith of its reign and capabilities. One thing he could regret is taking over Mt. Athos, thus being excommunicated but it didn't affect the next level of the SPC. 

So in few words, he is one of the founding Fathers of Srbija itself. Without him, there wouldn't be a Serbian Patriarchate nor a powerful national identity as well.

How far your faith can lead you?

I am continuing to raise questions to awaken everyone. Whether they are of this faith or not. Of course, it is better to ask than to be totally ignorant. I maybe waiting for that day because of some circumstances i had but one thing is for sure, i will convert and this is what God gave me. The power to choose my faith because i know God will lead me into that promised day.

If some people might wonder why i am still showing how i loved God and my Christian faith, i am even if very few people saw it. It is through the Orthodox church that i prayed again and valued my faith so much. Maybe, God sent me those knowledge and by heart through my history and religious books.

There is a thing also. You can't have neither faith by heart and faith by knowledge. It is like denying the other existence or it is like, denying God's man and divine persona or denying either one of the Holy spirit. That's from my heart and not from what other people would say.

It is easy to be Catholic or Protestant this new era but when i get baptized to Orthodoxy, it could mean new adoptations and new learnings but i am on that situation a lot of times and God will guide me through it all. I don't waste opportunities just because of time period i must wait for that day. I don't even believe in this typical Filipino phrase:"you born a Catholic, die a Catholic." Because if your faith is not really for you and God has plan for your true faith, then it shall be.

I am not scared to take the risks of converting and being rejected by my family members in the future because i know it could hurt at first but, time will heal and because of that healing, no more pain will be felt.

Love cannot be treated like a game

Could someone tell me why this is happening? Almost everyone are just playing games in love. Is it because of mistrust? I am a bit angry at people trying to be two-timers or more than that, completely playing love as if it is not important in life. If i have power, i wish to remove those paradigm unto people's mind because those things will lead into more disastrous events in a couple's longetivity.

What do boys have to cheat? They want more than their girl. Like, sexy boobs, slender legs and wishing for more s** than love. How about women? Because of their cheating boyfriend will find another man and for money purposes. Why? This world became a materialistic world since selfish politicians took over, making people become opportunists for the wrong reason.

I know, i could be a hypocrite if many people will not believe me but, i want to instill on those critics that i am not a damn hypocrite and this is what i feel on those people who are imitating bad and selfish people.

Loš i lošije za Srpski Narod

This is going bad to worse for Srbija. Fiskalni Savet Republika Srbija would cut pensions and salaries by 15%. That's big news for a lot of people. They mentioned it would "as these measures are key to a successful fiscal consolidation".

According to the council, pension and salary cuts will save EUR 800 million, "and this is the only measure that will have full effect as soon as in 2015." 

With the current state of public finances, Serbia has to take out loans worth around EUR 5 billion every year, so as to finance the deficit and loan installments, and these liabilities are growing year by year, the Council notes. 

I know now what is this pro-Western is up to no good. Why would you cut pensions and loans if the people need it badly? So enslaving the Serbian poor is what the G17Plus did before it merged other politika stranka.... That's the worst thing you would do for a country that is headed for EU membership yet is still more pro-Western but has leanings on Russia.