Being Unhappy

What I am feeling for days....Being Unhappy. Well, it's nothing new for me. I had been on secret mood swing since having a complicated on/off relationship with that Japanese girl and some confidential Family problems even if I will focus more on two way problems with either mom and dad.

What would you do if you have this problem?

Being left out and then suddenly being attended by the very girl you love and left you a lot of times and here and there. As if she never needed me if it's not about money matters. I doubt her more and more because of her unstable mind. She will not mail me a lot and will not even consider what I truly feel. She is selfish than before.

And then here's mom and dad, AGAIN. Mom threatened me that is she discovers I still have a relationship with her, she will kick me out of their home no matter what. And dad is still Mr. Unacceptable when it comes to my faith, even if I told him I don't want a fight but unconditional reconciliation.

It's very hard for me these days, citing these events could cause another great depression for me. If I am not mentally unstable enough, maybe I could end up on a mental hospital. That is if I can't really hold on anymore. Every night, all I ask for God is a simple life and my dying wish alway.

Without that dying wish, I will never have a happy future. That is why God, give me a new lease on life and have my simple wish now. A happy family, my faith and unconditional reconciliation.

Earrings, Tattoos and fashion

Yesterday, me and a friend were riding a bike from a divine liturgy. I started a conversation about my earrings, his brother's tattoos and some religious dress code, being a short one.

Good for me no one in the church minds my fashion(mixture of old and new school fashion). Here's my typical winter-spring outfit for church and outings. Just a simple polo shirt, a thin yet big suit, black slocks and leather shoes. If you say where is the new school, I will say my earrings, whether it is a cross or wings of an angel or simple ones.

The comments I get from dad about my old school fashion is like, "you work in a low income factory, so why you have to be eccentric or having a crazy mind?" That doesn't faze me enough because that's me. I am too old for the newer generations and I will continue to wear this outfit if it is still cold.

Other kids my age would not wear some suit and tie styles if it is just going to parties or with friends. Make me different because that's my style. I don't harm other people. I just want to be an old man among younger generations and to remove a childish version or an unedited version of me.

I don't have plans yet to have a tattoo, citing living with my parents and lack of extra income. If I would have one, I would prefer a Serbian cross on my left bicep, flag of Serbia and Japan on my left triceps and the name of my future family near my wrist.

Hope everyone is clear on that.

Facing Dad in faith matters

It's still the same. Dad and I can't accept each other. Being stubborn to each other. And being hostile to each others' point of view. Why is it that Dad wouldn't open his heart when it comes to my religion?

I may have failed a lot and lost a lot but it doesn't mean I would follow dad entirely because I desire some things dad cannot give me. Sounds selfish? I am still selfish but not so much. I am praying that eventually, dad and I would reconcile no matter what happens.

For now, religion plays a barrier between me and dad. He couldn't believe it is happening and would play mind games just to make me change my mind. Do I have to change my mind just to appease him? Here's my take. I don't want to be a hypocrite anymore. I am tired of it. I am tired of hiding on his shadows too often. If it is about religion, I don't even need to convert him. What is he thinking all this time?

What dad told me?

It's ok to be a Muslim, Buddhist or a Protestant one but not Eastern Orthodox Christian.

I can live with it. I tell everyone now and will never regret it because God shows me the way no matter how hard I am a sinner or how hard people make a curse about my deeds to scare me.

Look who's talking

I present to you, the terrorist Prime Minister of an occupied Kosovo, Hashim "the Snake" Thaci threats something bad will happen if he can't go to Beograd. 

"Serbia's behavior towards me will serve as an example of how not to treat our neighbors," said Thaci. 

He added he was "surprised that official Belgrade was against his arrival." 

Serbia's authorities last week informed those in Pristina that Thaci, convicted in 1998 to ten years in prison on terrorism charges, would be arrested if he traveled to Belgrade. 

"Ministers from Kosovo government have visited Serbia, and senior representatives of Serbia were in Kosovo, and such visits are no longer any news," said Thaci, recalling the recent second anniversary of the Brussels agreement, and that senior representatives of Belgrade and Pristina have been meeting in Brussels within the dialogue. 

He had the guts to be in a country that will kill him for what he did as a member of the Kosovo Liberation Army. If you haven't heard of the KLA, they are the terrorist group that attacked Serbs in Kosovo and Albanians that are loyal to Serbia.

What is your boundary for attacking a state that gave you education and free land? Would you dare to steal a part of that country for your own interests? Let not alone to sacrifice your countrymen for your selfishness.

My Body Breaking up

I am walking to the nearest station after using my bicycle as I felt something weird on my right knee. Some clues? Well I don't know for now. Maybe I have to work and work but since my lack of Japanese language hinders me from going to a Hospital, that stands out well.

I hope this are all false alarms because I have an eerie feeling that I am going to have a torn ACL(Acute Cruciate Ligament) because there are at times I feel there would be a pop on my right knee. 

Look. In the new generation does ACL's appear to be frequent. I don't even know why but most athletes before rarely got an ACL. Sounds fishy? Modern training facilities and team doctors would not be enough to prevent if it is an ACL. I have numbness on my legs when it is very cold and I unsuspectingly bent one of my legs and I woke up in sheer agony. Does that mean I am eligible for ACL?

I wish NO!! Because I have a future to build and I am not a sportsguy that earns millions. Hope not!!!

I miss my baby

I sure do miss my baby because it's been almost two months since I last saw her inside the womb of his mother. If I can get back time, I would change everything so that the baby and the woman would still be with me. I am tired of taking a backseat from her or any other person. There is one Filipino saying: ''If there is a way, then there is. If make a excuse, a lot of reasons.''

I have no words to say for my baby but I hope he knows it well that daddy loves him and I will continue to fight no matter how hard life is or unfair his mother now to me.

Fighting for something, I will never back out because I am making that transition from resident angel to a hated devil to the eyes of many people. I am not hiding that people see me as a nuisance or someone that distracts team chemistry.

Now, I am facing the daunting tasks of the best conversation with my father and getting back the mother of that angel....Hope we can get back on track.

Facing Dad

This could change my life in a split second whether for good or bad. Facing the one guy that despised me and I feared most would be interesting enough. After all turbulations that happened in a short while and the ensuing peace that happened, it could be the time to make amends with my one and only father.

I know what he wants. He knows what I wants. It's easy to be a hypocrite but not overly open actions.

Why?

Coming from a family that has a lot of "rules" and those limitations, I thought before that it was easy being a damn hypocrite since openess is very foreign to them. During my time away, at least I can have this lasting true peace with dad, since I don't want to wait for things be gone before him or I would be last on the earthly life.

Who knows? He would accept me for who I am..

At least, there is Justice!

As the title says, at least there is justice. It's hard to get one, if your a Serb or Srbi. It's true. There is a growing discrimination in the world on Serbs. Well, we have a little good news to say. Here is the story I got from B92 Engleski:

KOSOVSKA MITROVICA -- A three-member panel of EULEX judges found on Monday Radovan Radić and Milovan Vlašković of Zubin Potok, northern Kosovo, not guilty of killing Enver Zumberi.


Zumberi, a member of the Kosovo special police unit ROSU, was killed four years ago.
After the last week's closing argument of the defense, the two Serbs from Zubin Potok were acquitted on Monday on all seven counts of the indictment by the panel of judges presided by EULEX judge Paulo Teixeira at the Basic Court in northern Kosovska Mitrovica.

Radić and Vlašković were indicted for aggravated murder, attempted aggravated murder, unauthorized ownership, control, possession or use of weapons, obstructing officers in the course of their duties, endangering traffic, causing public danger and participating in a crowd committing a criminal offense.


How many Albanski were acquitted from the charges of murder, rape and terrorism? A lot. But kudos to the judge that handled the case that justice is truly served. 

James Iha's Music Makes me Rock N' Roll

It's on my iTunes list often, especially the songs ''Be Strong Now'', ''To who knows where'', ''Speed of love'' and others. His guitar is awesome, voice is soothing and a fresher version of Alternative rock. I don't care if not everyone knows him, his lyrical content is what I see interesting and not just the rhythm itself.

If I would recommend some people who would listen to Alternative-rock for the first time, I would recommend them first this artist.

Here are some of the good lines from his songs.

little darling belle with such a fragile shell
in the powerful way that love seems to make her all regret it now
and if she'd only say what's wrong- she can't go on

(from the song ''Be Strong Now'')

If you haven't listened to the song, you might as well try to.

It's Almost Summer :(

Summer is near and I am a bit annoyed. Every Summer, I can't wear the clothes I want or I need(jackets, suits, tie, old man clothing)...

It seems I made a big deal out of my bitterness over summer is coming. I hate hot weather. The reason? My closeness for getting allergies all the time and too much heat wears my body down while waiting for autumn and winter. I didn't write this article for nothing but to share some of my experiences and views about Summer.

While a lot of people enjoy summer, I would prefer taking a backseat by going to malls with airconditioning units and enjoy a lot of ice cream to be soaked in sweat, unless I would play basketball and  the word PRACTICE(laughs).

When you grew up in a tropical country yet never felt your body is for a tropical weather, you know what it means. Add that having a Mestizo blood means being sensitive, due to my paternal grandfather's lineage has a lot of skin problems. Well, talk about how to survive year by year in the summer heat...

Who is to blame?

April 19, the Jasenovac remembrance day. This event caught my eyes few years ago. Honestly speaking, the said event is commemorating the victims of Jasenovac, the cruelest of all the WWII-era death camps. It wasn't as numerous as Auschwitz but it was cruel, the fact that it was used by the Vatican to wipe out the Orthodox Christian population in just four years. They may have failed but they succeeded on making most of Hrvatska's population flooded by unaware Srbi children that were kidnapped from their parents and turned to Roman Catholics, meaning that they are easy ducks.

Let's face it. This article is not for political debate or something but what really happened that time. Do you think the Italian forces invading Jugoslavija wouldn't stop the Ustaše from it's ramapge? They stopped them surprisingly, meaning that they had gone too far.

How about Pope Pius XII who mentioned to save the Jews but not the Serbs? His hatred for Serbian Orthodox Christians made sure Alojzije Stepinac would be a future saint and making sure the plight of Serbs would not be known to the modern world. I would like to say that they are to blame why Jasenovac happened.

When most higher ops in Jasenovac were Roman Catholic Friars and cut-throats, you know why Pope Pius XII was so silent while he lets the likes of Ante Pavelić and the Hrvati ratline escape with a lot of Vatican money to South America. At religious viewpoint, would you still want to give money to the Vatican charity(Caritas) while the Serbs are being vilified and their plight being ignored?

History will just tell us that the Vatican is to blame for 1,400,000 souls of Serbian Orthodox Christians's demise and their memory being laid waste by stupid ignorants and people that are willing to wipe out Srbija from the map.

Destiny's Play

When you give too much attention, she will push you back. If you totally ignore her, she will come back, saying sorry. She never gave me the best time but a harder one, citing my softness to create this stupidity of playing my feelings. Not being a Hypocrite, I still have feelings for her but limiting it, because she might repeat it again.

It's annoying that she is like that and still can't get what she did. I realized my own mistake and that is being too undecisive because people push me so much that I tend to crumble too often that I failed to live up to the expectations.

My failures I can't reverse that faster is the reason I am still soft. People will just notice I am too soft but it doesn't mean I cannot be strong in the future. Maybe, this is still my training ground although I want to graduate from it as soon as possible to practice more of an adult than a child.  I just want to deny that Destiny is making a play out of it since it is very playful and i hate jokes too often that it annoys me more than to be thrilled.

Here's the case. All of my ex-girlfriends never mailed me or only one of them rarely makes those hello but my recent ex would change mind too often. I don't really know why even if I want to move on completely.

Why Orthodox Christianity Survived in the Middle East

An important thing to hear that you will never hear from mainstream media. Does anyone wonder why Orthodox Christianity survived in the Middle East? I know the answer. It is simple.

They were protected during the Islamic Empire building period despite their dwindling numbers. It is a surprise to me as well but they will remain there, because of divine intervention and will return once all conflicts will be gone. Surviving didn't just depend on prayer alone but by work as well. Some of the Christians would be on a high position, even pay the Islamic tax and also do everything to protect their own faith and practices. Look at Syrians who practice the Greek Orthodox Christians. They would be in a high position in Syrian society like Michel Aflaq, Constantine Zureiq, Dawoud Rajiha and others who serve their country patriotically and practice their faith properly.

However, it is important to note that the American-led funding to the Fake Syrian Army made the Orthodox Christians an endangered minority. Bashar Al-Assad's Syria made the Christians have a good part of society. Saddam's Iraq, Christianity remain untouched. I will not make an explanation because it is obvious.

Only a foreign intervention in favor of the wrong group will try to wipe them out but will never back down. Prayer and work, Orthodoxy will remain till Jesus Christ returns.

The Holy Fire

Never in church history is there a true miracle dating back thousands of years than the Holy Fire.

The recent news that the fire was brought to Beograd from Jerusalim was a holy event for the people of Srbija. I wish I was there too...

Some bit of history:

Orthodox tradition holds that the Holy Fire is a miracle that happens annually on the day preceding Orthodox Easter, in which a blue light emanates within Jesus Christ's tomb (usually rising from the marble slab covering the stone bed believed to be that upon which Jesus' body was placed for burial) now in the Holy Sepulchre, which eventually forms a column containing a form of fire, from which candles are lit, which are then used to light the candles of the clergy and pilgrims in attendance. The fire is also said to spontaneously light other lamps and candles around the church. Pilgrims and clergy claim that the Holy Fire does not burn them.

Mind those who never believed in miracles or use science for themselves. It is a MIRACLE and if it is not, it should have burned everyone.

See. Life has miracles as long as we believe.

Breaking the Curse

 

Ya, I put the picture of Kevin Durant being cursed by the hated rapper Lil B. But does it have connection to my article? 

Yes! Of course.

Because I told almost everyone I knew that I am cursed in one particular topic. Women. Why I said so? It is because for the past few years, I knew no woman can love me so much even if I gave everything I can or the love I am willing to give because of a sacrifice. I believe in God more than these things but I still can't break the curse of being rejected by women. I don't know if someone put a curse on me that no woman will last long for me or will reject me no matter how good my intentions are.

Suffering from losing my baby means I need to fight now for myself. I still worry though if someone would love me much more than her and those that left me. That is why I would rather focus on working than having a girlfriend again. Maybe time can tell if someone would love me more.

I want to have a vacation in SRBIJA!!

I am still planning for my dream vacation, now that I am free of almost any impurity of being scared to say what I desire. I know, it may take up to two years or it depends because I have a lot to pay. In a perfect world, I could not have to deal with it totally. Nuff said.

With my pursuit of that, I am thinking of the best way to remove all the stress in my life, once I stepped on Serbian soil. There are a lot of things I would do, and hopefully I can accomplish.

Going to various churches and monasteries is my primary reason. To relax, have time with God more and have some cross or icons of the saints.

Buy a Serbian medieval costume and the flag of Serbia, so I can display it on my house and some t-shirts reading "Kosovo je Srbija!" would be great for me.

Go to historic places and try to speak some Srpski to the natives with the aid of the dictionary.

And maybe, find my dreamgirl there although it seems impossible that I can find it there.

With all said, would I make it?

You squandered AGAIN!!!

I had been fooled again by her. Maybe this time, I will never give her a chance. She just mailed me recently that she wanted a breakup. Breaking up? She is becoming more crazier than ever. If I have the power, I will make her go to a psychiatrist. She badly needs it.

Or is it the right to completely move on and forget her all the way? Maybe it is the only way she will know what I really mean to her and not her selfishness.

I don't know why this is happening to me. No matter how hard to give a woman so much love, they will just leave me on the air. Or is this a way God wants me to be a monk? If so, I will just wait till' I become much older. I still want to have a family and that is what I am praying to God now. If it is another girl, then be it. If I am really destined for her, what shall I do?

No matter what is happening on her, I will just have to be strong and maybe, move on altogether.

Moj Iskrs Iskustvo-My Easter Sunday Experience

 

I feel blessed. I felt more than just earthly religion but most of all, the essence of true Pascha or Easter Sunday, away from commercialism and my troubles in life. I recently went to the Eastern Orthodox style Easter, it is like I am in heaven. I feel not just everything but I am with God. 

I felt shy because there are a lot of people there and I am the only one that is not yet baptized in the Orthodox church but it was honor that I am there. Look at the bright side. What is important in going to church is making us think that we are not alone despite the fact that we are feeling something wrong and also, it gives us the feeling that we are never giving up for God and our sake as well.

For a guy like me, it was like the feeling of a hope for the future, no matter how hard I have some personal issues.

We should not take it for granted because we are given the freedom of practicing our faith. We should look that this is not just a guide but also the way of life. We should thank God for the blessings and the forgiveness we are given because without it, we can't have that salvation or the loophole for our salvation.

Hristos Voskrese!!-Vaistinu Voskrese!!
Christ is Risen!!-Indeed he is risen!!

Good Friday and my roadblocks

I may discuss things here, there. But nothing really changes in my style. Freeflowing, short but with the best meaning available.

When people say Good Friday, one thing comes into my mind. The death of our lord and savior, Jesus Christ. Yes, It's true. I am still observing Good Fridays. But with heavy work and constant hunger, i just need to eat little rice and to think of my weight as well. And I would watch Orthodox Christian chants in Youtube or have a day-off from political or personal life.

Back in my childhood, I would not eat any poultry meat, not take a bath after 3pm(Philippine version of Catholicism), go to church and watch a movie about Jesus on the television.

Nowadays, I would listen to Good Friday chants of the Orthodox church(Serbian, Greek, Syriac, Arabic) and of course, my daily nightly prayers to commemorate this important date in the Christian liturgical calendar.

Having roadblocks in my life is pretty hard though since I tend to crumble emotionally when i feel depressed. And sometimes, I just want to say to God to take me now because as if my life is nothing without my ex-girlfriend or if my parents would not let me do the things I wished to as long as I don't harm anyone. Let me say this, my intentions are so clean that people would just take advantage of me no matter how hard I want to be pure.

But despite my continuing sorrow, maybe God still wants me to live and find a way to make myself independent and find what is truly for me. We are alive for a lot of reasons but all I can think is that Christ sacrificed himself by dying on the cross for our sins and to save our souls from going into the depths of Satan.

It's true, I am clueless in my life now but, all I want is to live and ask God for forgiveness and thanked him that I still have a mission to make here on earth.

Tajna Večera

Holy Thursday or the Last supper. The night before Judas Iscariot betrays Jesus Christ for 30 silver coins. Well, betrayal is the most henious crime made by every historical figure and they would either get executed or would commit suicide if they realized they did wrong. Judas did the latter and it was too late. 

Away from the betrayal topic, I want to make a reflection out of this day before I work and something that Jesus did for us. I realized things in my life that were in fact, INCOMPLETE. I am not that of a strong guy, evidenced of my softness and lack of will to do things I want, like converting to Orthodox Christianity, changing jobs eventually and the promise of my ex-girlfriend. With all those turbulence, all I can pray to God is to help me live through it all because I am not that of a special guy. I don't even have enough talent to secure a much better job but I just can't lose in life. I have to sacrifice more and more because that is what we have to do, like what Jesus did as an offering to everyone. A salvation of unconditional parameters and what is truly right.

On that very night, Christ made the eucharist, divided the bread and wine, which was delivered equally to the apostles. The meaning is that before he would be nailed to the cross, he would tell everyone this is my body/blood which would be given uo to you or should I say, sacrifice.

How many people these days can sacrifice for what is right or do something for the common good of all? A few, whether guys like me who just makes articles on their respective blogs to awaken the people's minds and hearts or those people who are willing to be punished, just to correct what is wrong in our modern society.

Is it worth the second chance?

I can't think so much of a better thing. The thing is, I gave her that second chance. Is it worth it? What if she squanders it again and breaks the promise again? My best friend recently told me that the girl is one big fool because I fought for her and everything and she broke everything and now, wants that second chance...

Could I be wrong?

I may have been a fool but giving her a chance is worth it, since I am too soft to go away from her. She is my weakness because the person I loved, no matter how evil she is, is the one girl i desire because of love and not because to correct her or because I feel sorry to her but I truly love her.

If you would be in my situation, what would you do? Would you give her that second chance or just move on completely?

Edi Rama strikes again!

The Serbian government office for Kosovo Marko Đurić said that the recent statements by Albanski Premijer Edi Rama is very dangerous. Why?

Rama warned the EU that unless Albania and Kosovo unify through membership in that organization, they would do so "in the classic way."

Classic what? Yes, he pulled the trigger again! That's not nation building for you. That's expansionism through terrorism and NATO inspired colonialism. Critics could say nuff said or enough of the past but what he said now is not just the past but also for the present. He made a dillusionary way of presenting to the world his true intentions.

Đurić told an extraordinary news conference in Belgrade on Tuesday that the statement "cannot bring anything except endanger the fragile stability in the region," and stressed that Serbia "will never allow for a classic unification of Albania and Kosovo" to take place. 

"We are warning Albania to stop beating the war drums and fully commit itself to respecting international and good neighborly obligations that it has," Đurić said. 

Peaceful or violent means of Kosovo and Albanian "unificiation" means more than just war, it is also how the damn NATO powers and Rusija will take part in an unwinable war for both sides too and of course, loss of lives.

Bravo Vojska Srbije!

Apparently, this is a slap to the face of NATO. Why? Of course!! The one army that supposed to be incorporated by traitors will participate in a true patriotic military march in commemoration of a victory of the whole world against one common evil and not just democracy over fascism or communism over fascism.

May I remind my readers that every moment of this May Day Parade is a showcase of what was a history that the mortal enemies USSR and USA helped each other just to lash out the common Fascist enemy and to save the world from having another major world war, which Barrack Hussein Obama doesn't honor because he cares only to appease his Saudi and terrorist friends while never even caring about the ordinary American citizens.

A statement issued by the president's office late on Monday said that the soldiers will take part in the military parade on the invitation of Russian Defense Minister Sergei Shoigu, on the occasion of the marking of the 70th anniversary of the Soviet people's victory in the Great Patriotic War.

In line with his powers, the statement continued, and based on the Constitution, the Law on Defense, the Law on the Army of Serbia, and the VS Rules of Service, the president decided in favor of the VS members' participation in the parade.

Nikolić, who will also be present at Red Square on May 9, was last month advised by European Parliament (EP) official Eduard Kukan to reconsider his decision, and responded by saying that the pressure exerted on him was "in vain."

What would you choose? A contemporary period that values patriotism or a period of violence and immoral society?

Forgiveness is not easy to give

For the past few days, i asked a lot of friends if i made the right decision of forgiving her or not. I did but i pondered everything because I am too much of a hero all the time or sometimes, an anti-villain. What made me ponder to much is how fast she asked for it. I don't know her motives yet and if she leaves me again, I will let her be.

But if her sorry was sincere, would I wait and wait and wait until she really changed?

The thing that made me think more is if she will repeat her mistakes. I am not a hypocrite but speculates more. I do love her but I wish to see more of her actions than words.

It's not easy to forgive someone that took away something very important for material matters but my inner Heart and my weakness makes me like this always.

If I would have my own Holy Week Experience

If people would ask me what kind of Holy week i would prefer, my answer is simple. I would want to be in Jerusalim or Beograd for a number of reasons. 

First, when I was growing up I read about the holy places in Jerusalim. It is in he holy land. Not just within Jerusalim but in Bethlehem aka the birthplace of Jesus Christ, the sight of the Nativity. No Holy Week Vacation is complete without going to the Jordan river itself and also the Holy Sepulchre as both the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ happened here.

Second, I would prefer in Manastir Ravanica in Srbija. To people that didn't know Ravanica, it is located in Ćuprija, Pomoravlje province. I would have a holy week there and wants to learn more about my patron saint's life and miracles. 

There are also many choices i prefer but these would be the two places I want before i go to rest forever.

Holy Week Vacation?

In the Philippines, every holy week, I can't help but to always think of the scenario. Why people use the Holy Week for their own personal use? Can't they wait for sometime or earn money to have their own personal vacation? It's absurd and disappointing that people use the name of God to party and do some crap.

Let me tell you my holy week experience when i was young.

When i was like 5 or 6, i stayed always at home, eat veggies and fish with my family, never ever went to Boracay or other tourist hotspots, pray with my family and watch some Christian movies shown in the Television(some of them are dubbed to Filipino).

I felt blessed during those days and i was very protective of myself being a Christian even if I am a sinner. These days, I am sick of people destroying the essence of Filipino Todos los Santos for Liberalism and the cult of partyinf every Holy Week!

Now, I would observe Holy week of the Orthodox Church. But my point is, I would rather stay at home or going to church than to enjoy party and destroy what was instilled in me.

NATO Hell

Who on their right mind want their homeland to join a terrorist organization that destroyed their country back in 1999? Maybe the work of Aleksandar Vučić, Ivica Dačić and other traitors. When they bombed Srbija, what did they do? Help the Albanian terrorists infiltrate Kosovo, in hopes of expanding Al-Qaeda's partnership in the Balkans. Well, those said criminals should experience karma anytime when they don't feel.

Remember the names Bill Clinton, Tony Blair, Madeleine Albright, Javier Solana and other criminals that made the decision to bomb innocent civilians than to attack the UCK, which was destroying everything in Kosovo before Slobo tried to intervene.

If many people never knew what happened that year, think again. How many civilians were killed in the name of Bill Clinton? How many has to suffer from the effects of radiation by the forbidden cluster bombs that were banned by the Geneva convention itself?

Rusija is now surrounded by hostile NATO satellite states which was also formerly Warsaw pact states during the Cold War. With Srbija being the neutral ground for Russian and NATO influence, why not the Srbi would expel the pro-EU government and restore Ponos Srbija?

Being a Distraught Nationalist

Remember that I am a nationalist? I am becoming more distraught since the yourh in the Philippines never cared about what's happening in my homeland but would rather watch overrated K-Dramas, K-Pops, American Pop-bands and so-on...

As if they never valued the sacrifices of Jose Rizal or Andres Bonifacio just to free his 7,107 islands from the yoke of a weakening Spanish Empire.

I want people to know this because they will not know from other people directly. Ya, they say my homeland is beautiful and rich in resources which is true. What they don't know is that Americans, Chinese and most foreigners(except the Japanaese) exploit like it's their own home while not developing a natives' economic or social life, in the name of macroeconomics.

The natives, however would focus on some crappy nonsense like the K-fever or their favorite Korean drama series while not going out there and making a true revolution, devoid of those haciendero and communist backed style like the ones in People Power I.

Who were the ones that made the People Power? Oligarchs, Commies and ignorant people, much worse than Marcos's Rolex 12.

Now we have a president that wants to give land to Muslim extremists that supports the ISIS(Bangsamoro Islamic Freedom Fighters and all extremist groups) while ignoring the will of the majority, leading to the Mamasapano Massacre that overkilled a group of special police task force that just had the objective of capturing an evil terrorist leader.

Does people think my homeland is worth dying for if the president is crap, everyone are damn ignorants and no one can liberate us and create a true economic and social revolution?